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smooth criminal

2005-08-26T03:33:00.000-07:00

'da da da da, da da da da, da da da da da, da da da da da da' the smooth criminal tune is stuck permanately to my head!!! ahahahs.. so cool.. hey guys, long time no talk.. how have all of you peeps been man? many things have happened and i tink i shall let bygones be bygones.. yeppx.. ahahas.. hmmm.. alright, first things first! i have gone thru quite a bit in the earlier part of the year.. a good work to describe is a rollercoaster ride.. ahahs.. yeppx.. but luckily now everything has subsided, i prefer the monotonous flow of activities now though rather tired and worried about my O levels.. well, this blog is now for me to also practise my english vocabulary! =).. yeppx, though not in perfect spelling, i shall try to include some chim vocab.. well, 10 wks to O lvls.. work hard peeps!! after tt is play time liao.. tt's wad keeping me alive and kicking and struggling till the end!! i dunno y but everything after there seems so gd and real that i strive so much to pull thru this torturous period.. ahahs hannors!! i have a resolution to make! i one day besides studying in skool(duh!), i would study at least 3 hours a day! yeppx!! time would slowly increase.. oh ya, anyone wans to get to me online could try on friday nights! my day of rest.. however dun count on it.. sum times i am at yoga classes.. ok?? ahahs.. kkaex, keep u guys updated!! =).. smile always cause u never noe who falls in love with u because of it!! =D.. love makes the world go round ppls!! takkairexx!!

Yours always!!
LiN2(*^_________^*)V
dadadadadadadaadadaaddadadadada*smooth criminal* XD!!

truth

2005-06-07T08:06:00.000-07:00

][The Truth Of Life][

Trust,
Betrayal,
Love,
Hate,
Sadness,
Happiness

All of the above are different in terms of meanings,
They are practically worlds and worlds apart.
However,
How many have thought?
That before betrayal,
There must be trust?
That before hate,
There must be love?
That before sadness,
There must be happiness?

Though the meanings are worlds apart,
But to change from one feel to another,
It is just crossing a thin margin,
Even thinner than a string

The start of something is the beginning of the end of it,
The start of life is the beginning of death,
The start of an attachment is the beginning of separation,
The start of happiness is the beginning of sadness

However,
The beginning of death is the start of a new life
The beginning of separation is the start of a new attachment
The beginning of sadness is the start of happiness

Thy brought two different point of views,
Which is negative or positive is up to you to decide..

][4/6/2005][

Heyyyyyyy~! Da jia hao~ long time no write le wor.. hao bah.. wo lai update yi xia.. yeppx.. wah seh, me now si bei tired! Whole body damn suan! Last night nothing to do so I went to exercise at the fitness station.. quite xiong la.. den found out a lot of ppl work out there too! =).. learnt some new ways of exercising wid the uncles..den went home tt time around 8 or 9? But I saw ppl playing badminton.. all aso v pro de, den v tempted, den go join them! Wahahs! So fun norh! This is wad I call got kick! Damn pro lor they all, den play with them can learn new ways of playing and aso increases my strokes, “anger management”=).. den suddenly saw one compassvale secondary the person, know him de la.. den he and his peng you all come play with us.. den I play till whole shirt drenched and I really mean wet.. den suddenly saw my sorta archrival.. though he one year younger than me but he is super and I really mean superb with his badminton skills.. I tink you all would know him de la, he acted in “I’m not stupid” as the EM1 kid.. ai seh, I remember I last played with him around 2 years ago.. that time we had a draw, all of us won a set each.. den saw how he played ytd, I admit his skills have soared far above mine le.. he one week play 8 days one lor! =D.. ahahs.. his skills is considered godly for a teen.. den saw how he play I picked up some new skills, really helpful! =).. I picked up his service, his aggressive play.. den after a short while the lights off le! Den we all play.. den I challenged him la.. just stroke stroke.. den found out that skills and play we still not really far apart, but he is definitely better than me la.. tt’s y my archrival wad! Ahahs.. play with him is got kick! Cause he, how to say, play like me la.. yeah.. many mani smashes all aso v hard de.. den I and him compete until quite xiong la.. ahahs.. den I fell!! >..

2005-06-03T23:57:00.000-07:00

chiong

2005-06-03T23:55:00.000-07:00

exercise exercise~~

2005-06-03T23:53:00.000-07:00

To war we march

2005-05-27T08:34:00.001-07:00

][War][

Marching on the fields
Ten years of preparation
One battle
One war
One shot

Many of us are in this war together
To fight
For attainment
The horns sound
Dark clouds cluster

Many departures
Many promises
Many sorrows
Many tears shed
Many sacrifices

Just for this time
Swords gleam
Armors ready
Shields brought forth
The final test is coming

Victory or failure
There will still be bloodshed
To soar or to sink
There is a price to pay
The choice lies in the remaining time

To fight or to flight

Heys!!! Long time no see! Ahahs.. at last, my crash course came to a full stop! All the memories flooded back to me lor.. from last year, all the feelings of entering the classroom for the first time, till now! So much to feel, so much to say, but it’s an end now too.. ahahs.. he lao shi!! Thks for your letter wor.. I really really feel you are the best teacher to me, cox you brought me to my world of Chinese, you changed my point of view (which is really damn tough if you try) ahahs.. yeppx.. den I really treat you as my mum likkdat, someone really I could turn to when I need someone out there.. but our fate ends here.. I miss bugis! I miss jiang tuition centre!! I miss the uncle who sell tissue (=x!) ahahs.. hmmm.. looks like I won’t be going there any time soon.. =’).. but I promise he lao shi! I will strive for an A1! I won’t give in so easily.. ahahs.. it’s not easy but I will give my best shot! This is for what I promise, I am no procrastinator! Hmmm, I suddenly felt as though I am released from the ropes I am bound by.. but I dun wan these ropes to let go.. cox I really enjoyed my tuition so well.. but in the Jedi code and rules=> You must learn to detach as attachment breeds jealousy and power breeds greed.. I shall learn how to let go of everything easily.. As jealousy leads to pain which leads to hatred and then anger.. ahahs.. I just received a new game!! JEDI ACADEMY!! YAY! Ahahas.. I gonna bang it after my O Chinese.. =).. it shall b a trophy! =).. ahahs.. I today have many many emotions running deep inside me man.. words can’t explain how I am feeling.. but I can say this.. WATCH out world! Cox this battle is going to belong to me! I worked so hard for this, I am not going to just quit here.. I’m going to kick ass!! =D.. ahahs.. k la.. wan le.. u ppl takkaire ya?? Nxt Monday I’ll type more!! Wan an le.. =).. love u peeps.. takkairex.. sweet dreams!

To war I shall march, and to conquer is my quest
Lin2

To war we march

2005-05-27T08:34:00.000-07:00

3 months ago

2005-05-14T06:11:00.000-07:00

][Departure][

Those times are fading,
I began to realize
What you mean by a dream…

Dream is defined as a subconscious state
Where your mind imagines and dreams what you think about a lot,
It is greatly affected by what you keep thinking about,
How you feel about something or think…

Everything now seems so real,
No more like a dream like before…
But those days were just dreams,
That turned a moment to reality…

In this cold, heartless world
Such dreams are already good enough for me…
For I am destined to be alone,
In the Boulevard of Broken Dreams…

What’s the worst thing I can say?
Since things are better then I shall say:
So long and good night,
So long and good bye…

Those nights brought me tears again,
But the soul you torn is sewn back…
Courage, strength are coming back to me,
It’s just a matter of time I’m really back on my feet again…

How I wish everything is just a dream,
For loneliness is the next worst thing to death,
But trust you to pull off such a move,
So long and good night,
So long and good bye…

Long way ahead,
Little time to waste,
So everything is better if I said,
So long and good night
So long and good bye…

][14/05/05][

3 months ago, I know I was in a dream, a particular dream known as the past.
I just realized it.
That was the longest dream I ever had.
It lasted for 4 months and a few more days.
3 months ago,
I had someone in my arms.
Now I’m alone.
I remembered 13th 3 months ago.
I spent so much blood, sweat, forsake my wellbeing.
Just to make the 14th special.

This time,
Everything has changed so much,
In a short period of time.
I remembered I spilled glitter all over my table just to do something for you.
I remembered I braved a storm to just get something for you.
I remembered I was ready to forsake anything.
Just to make that day special for you.
I remembered everything was worth,
When I saw your smile
And you said a “thank you”.
Now I’m still smiling,
But you are here no more.
It’s like Tidus and Yuna.

A dream has an end
And it ended for me late.
5th of May,
My Rebirth.
You were right,
That was the day of my departure.
The day I dropped everything
The day the strings were really cut loose.
The day I really let go,
The day I really departed from you…

friday the 13th

2005-05-13T06:13:00.000-07:00

][Fade Away][

Those colours
That once painted the skies
The night
Those countless stars
That once gave my life colours are fading away…

Words are only words
The emotions running through me
Is indescribable
Beyond comprehension
Beyond any I have felt before…

I could only laugh how I was in the past
For I was holding onto something so tightly
But those colours on those photos
Those feelings
Those messages
Are fading away into the timeless end of space…

For the fifth was my Rebirth,
May was the month,
I did something I thought I would never do…

Thirteen is my code
Hallowed be thy’s name,
Destiny is my calling,
Fate is in my grasp…

][Helluva][

Heys~ ahahs… hao jiu mei lai blog le wor~ hope ni men hai hao bahxx~ hannor.. ahahs.. ytd was my cousin’s wedding wor.. budden v boring.. ahahas.. onli did 4 things, eat, eat, eat and eat.. ahahas.. nowadays damn freaking stressed out la.. ahahs.. got several outbreaks.. caused by stress bah? Hannor.. ahahas.. hmmmm.. heck la.. complexion not important now.. I’ve got the drive to really pia studies neix~ ahahas.. hannor.. but cant wait for the week to end.. hao lei.. nid to rest rest.. ahahas.. motor must warm up liao.. ahahahs.. hmmm.. but I need to get fit soon man.. ahahas.. planning to do cardiovascular exercises 3 times a week to lessen some bulk before toning.. ahahas.. yoga does help too man.. =D.. hannor.. haiz.. physics paper a little tough for me neix… shit la.. ahahas.. hannor.. but e math is considered quite chicken siah~ ahahahs.. yep.. ytd I did practice in gan’s class.. kns siah.. damn zai norh.. rgs paper is crazy.. ahahas.. ya.. I wanna go work out neix.. but scared too tired for the nxt day papers.. nvm la.. ahahhs hannor =D.. hmmm~ nic lee tio jackpot siah~ chicken pox neix! Ahahas.. song boh~! =D.. hmmm.. 15 days MC.. song siah.. ahahahs.. hmm k la.. no mood to type le~ update sooon!! Ahahahs.. takkaire neix~

Friday da 13th!!

HEYS!! Ahahahahaas.. exams are totally OVER.. for now.. ahahahs..=).. today went out wid jacquelin and rena.. hannors.. actually all of us wanna go beach.. but the sun like v small today neix.. from white turn black nia..=D.. ahahs.. so we all decided to stay in the shades and air con… =)… ahahas.. so good wors.. we all went to plaza first.. go bang neoprint.. ehhx.. zijie keep ka chiau.. ahahahs.. buay tahan.. den we all hang around for a while, den saw yun jie and Alvin.. hannors.. eh eh~~~ =D.. wee uu weet.. ahahahs..=X.. den we hang out at plaza.. they go walk walk den I play piano first.. practice.. ahahs.. den later went arcade with Jankin, nic lee, zi jie, luther.. WOOT.. DRUM MANIAAAAAAAAAA ROCKKKKSSS.. so damn f*king fun man! Ahahahs.. intro u all try man.. damn shuang de norhxx.. ahahahs.. we all rock lor.. but like v ban men nong fu.. a lot of ppl there damn pro kia de norh.. but we all beginners nia.. I last week just touch for the first time in my life.. ahahahs.. damn fun norhx.. den today zijie and luther first time try.. hannors.. damn fun norhx!!! Ahahahas.. at least I saved luther.. hannors.. first round nia.. just pia.. ya.. ahahs.. damn fun la.. tried standard mode.. har lor.. damn chio.. ahahs.. okaaay.. den left, sorry neix jac and rena meix.. make u all wait so long worx.. hannors.. sorry! Ya.. den later hang out at harbourfront norh.. damn sian.. walk walk walk wlak.. ya norhx.. ahahs.. den went back plaza.. quite fun narh.. go comic connection.. DEATH NOTE VII come out faster lei.. I wait until damn xin ji le lei.. hannors.. I’m addicted too.. oh no.. ahahs.. I’m aso addicted to studying.. ya man.. ahahs.. =).. damn shuang norhx.. feel so good.. mid yr turned out better than expected.. I’m satisfied with my work attitude and my preparation work.. ahahs.. but I will strive for better.. 2 weeks to my Os paper.. ahahs.. Tsuki damn f*ker, cannot anyhow play ppl likkdat one lor.. luckily he book 5 onwards no more Kira.. if not I gonna kick his arse.. =X.. ahahs.. agitated over a book.. hannors..=).. the burden of mid yr is off my shoulders.. currently, mentally, physically tired… but… very happy and very contented… this was the freedom I was searching for for so long now.. =).. but today is freaky.. god.. ahahs.. I can.. sorta feel… ya… Friday the thirteen.. my number.. =).. ahahs.. I love it.. ahahas.. today aint a suay day at all man.. everything is goinggg ma way.. =).. waiting for my results now.. ahahs.. anticipation.. =).. ahahahs.. yeah~.. kaex pplx.. ROCK ON!!! Try out drum mania X, Death note… hear songs: Rob Thomas- Lonely no more, Gwen Stefani- Hollaback girl, My Chemical Romance- Helena, My Chemical Romance is a nice band, I lyke their gothic style in Helena.. the singer looks damn stylo there.. yeppx.. =).. ahahas.. kkiex.. chill ppl.. catch a break and hab a kit kat.. =) ciao~~

1st!!

2005-04-30T16:13:00.000-07:00

][Imperfect][

Styll hurt
Beyond comprehensyon
Why am i styll feelyng lyke thys?
All when i really really can't let go?

Those words styll remain etched yn my mynd
Those messages styll lay yn my phone
Untouched
But re-read many thousand tymes

Styll wonderyng what honestly struck me
I can't bryng myself
To treat lyke nothyng happened
Cox it was not a dream to me

Those words you gave me
Those letters
Those smyles
Remayn so deeply yn me

I do wonder sumtymes
How you're goyng on wid lyfe
Could ya cope
But when those words rang back

Those dreadful words
On the 26th
Keep repeatyng themselves
Hence I held myself back

I keep a distance
Not sure of what to do
Styll caryng for you
Though I am so hard on you on the outsyde

Just pray for you to be alryght
Doyng well,
And stay strong
And sorry for everythyng

I am the ymperfect one
I was the cause of everythyng
But I guess lyfe does really move on
All i can say is thank you for everythyng

Those tymes together
Those days
Those memories
Yeppx,
always wid me..
Sorry for everythyng

hmmmx~ hihix.. read sumone's blog.. realized i'm really jux too harsh bahxx.. but i'm sorry, i jux can't face u yet.. yeppx.. jux gimme time.. perhaps nxt time would b frens norhx.. ya.. i dunno how u feel bahxx.. since we are 2 different souls.. but imagine how i feel when i keep passing ur house everytime i go for my tuition.. how i restrict myself from going to 2nd lvl.. it's lyke a second death zone.. yea.. i cant explain how i feel bahx.. probably you would tink differently.. i really dunno.. i only noe i'm being too hard on you.. taking my hurt feelings out here and it sounds damn harsh la.. but tt's really how hard i'm trying to get over u.. hmmm.. ya.. jux sorry to that someone norhxx.. very sorry.. yeppx.. okaay.. and to the other sumone, sorry but i am not ready to get into relationships yet.. yeppx.. sorry.. back to blog..

ytd jankin, jillian and me go chiong chiong after tuition.. in jankin went ps first.. we ate dinner, den i had duck rice!! =) ahahs.. v nice worx.. hannors.. hmmm~~ den i and jankin went arcade again.. ahahs.. play the drum thing.. omni mode damn siao man! damn bian tai.. v v v tuff.. i was lyke.. err.. er.. as the beats pass pass pass.. ahahs.. stupid me.. =D.. hannors.. hmmmxx.. den i pei jillian and jankin go far east buy bag.. hannors.. =D.. ahahs.. v long day bahxx.. hannors.. den i bought the comic Death Note 3!! YAY! so nice to read norhx!! ahahas.. =).. Kira damn cool.. yeppx.. ahahs.. den we reach far east, the starhugs shop bahxx.. den jillian and jankin go choose bag bag.. den the little ger v v cute and chio norhxx.. hao ke aii!.. ahahs.. she reminds me of my biao mei.. hannors.. exact replica.. only this ger ger smaller version and younger.. ahahs.. v farnie.. she kip suaning jillian.. den jillian say, "slap u ar!" den the ger say, "how can so rude?" ahahas..XD!! ahahas..den i suan jillian, actualli praising her norh! i say, "wah, jillian.. ur legs so short how cum can walk so fast!?!" ahahas..=X.. kena scolded for tt =D.. ahahs.. okaaay.. den the church ppl approach me and jankin.. pass me and him a brochure.. hannors.. k la.. later still got tuition.. perhaps update later! takkairex..

Lin2 only

2005-04-29T04:07:00.000-07:00

Woke up in da middle of da nite
And found out my girl wasn’t by my side
Could’ve sworn I was dreaming
But I knew I wasn’t
Then I went out for a ride

Backtracking on these few days
Trying to find out what went wrong
Couldn’t think of anything else
But those days we were spending together

Lonely
I’m so lonely
I’m still lonely
I have nobody
On my own

Never thought I would be alone
I just want you to call my phone
I want you and me to work it out
It’s driving me crazy
Being so lonely

*Quote from Akon*

Nice song siahxx~~ ahahas.. hey hey everyonex!! Ahahs.. hai hao mah da jia?? Hmmm~~ ahahs.. recently read up in the library on judo, karate, jujitsu, taekwondo, aikido, very interesting… so I went to try it out with Jankin 2 days ago.. very fun norhx!!! Ahahs.. throw here and there.. breaking fall… damn fun la! Ahahs.. at least I am pre-occupied.. hannors… I tink hor, I beli hum ji neix.. xi huan ren jia but dun wan sae out.. maybe it is much better likkdat.. I dun wanna be hurt or ruin another person or wadeva.. jux watch from a distance bahxx.. hannors.. ahahas.. den ytd aso went to play a bit of judo, den all yue hao, today go play play.. den it turned out rather well la.. den got royal rumble.. HAHAHAHA.. like WWE siahx.. hannors.. budden hao wan! Den sumone came la, den at least I noe sumthing norhxx.. but shan’t say it out la.. yeppx.. wo zhi dao jiu dui le, bu shi wo de dong xi huo ren, bu zhi de wo kuan xin huo ai de ren, bu zhi de wo qu cai ta, suo yi, zong e yan zhi, bu shi wo de shi.. so I dun care.. ahahs.. yeppx.. some wad it affected me norhxx.. hannors.. a bit la.. but it’s gd in a sense I noe how my bro feels le.. I jux wanna say sorry to him.. very sorry.. yeppx.. and thank god I’m outta tt rs.. =D.. ahahs.. forgive me.. mid yr coming soon anyway! Hmmmx~ must start studying liao ar everyone!! Hannors.. jia you jia you!.. ahahs.. den after throwing and stuff, den we went to j8!.. walk walk, den go eat.. tell u ar.. I tink tiredness took its toll on me.. became damn tired.. keep wanting to sleep.. hannors.. ahahs.. very boring anyway.. so I heck.. maybe I dun wanna go yoga.. cox really v v tired.. buay tahan.. hannors.. ahahs.. oh ya, zijie.. cut ur fingernails.. you scratched my hand when you tried to throw me today.. ahahs.. hannors.. I jux wanna slp.. very tired.. yeppx.. tml still got physics tuition siah.. tired~ yeppx.. I tink I must do something productive man! >.<.. ahahs.. but I’m just fine! Moving forward.. =D.. den today we should’ve gone for the sports day thing.. Fuck! Ahahs.. j8 turned out damn boring.. den I and them all walk walk tt time very funny.. cox see a lot of ppl buay song, den we all say, “hey, wanna throw them a not?”ahahas.. no la.. jkjk nia la.. den met huixin they all.. den walk walk den we all say all go home.. hannors.. den jun jie, Jankin, Nicholas lee and I all took 156 home.. SO LUCKy behind the first 156 got another 156 and so much more emptier.. ahahahas.. zhuan dao norhx!! Ahahas.. den very very very very long journey home.. most prob is becoz we all really used up all our energy and is very tired.. hannors.. ahahs.. but heng PCK ON TV!! HAHAHAHa.. so funny lor today episodes!! Ahahahs.. damn cute.. so I and Jankin laugh laugh laugh.. den all of the rest slp.. den I took a short break la.. lac a bit.. hannors.. den arrived at cp.. saw jon tan and jac mei.. ahahs.. attempted to wave, I tink jon tan managed to catch a glance.. HAHAHA.. okaaay.. den I and nic lee discuss abt a lot of things.. I guess hurt souls discuss things much easier.. hannors.. =D.. ahahas.. felt much better norhxx.. I tink Jankin, nic lee and I all share things in common!! =).. ahahas.. we all feel the same emotions some way or another.. it’s either earlier or later.. den all of us keep complaining very tired, very sian.. ahahs.. damn farnie la.. dunno if they noticed.. heard alden they all going to find for ghosts today.. wish them luck and may god bless them.. ahahs.. OH YA.. recently read a comic called Death Note.. damn damn damn cool! Ahahas.. hannors.. recommend u all to read siah! Ahahs.. MONDAY HOLIDAY! YAY.. ahahs.. maybe going ah mah housie.. hannors.. tong hua is a very nice song.. keep hearing hor, buay sian.. ahahs.. =D.. I jux feel very.. how to say huh? Very empty.. yeppx.. like I am lacking of sumthing.. hannors.. ahahs.. fuck it la.. ahahs.. heck.. hannors.. I tink I go drink grapefruit juice again.. a little bitter, but nice norhxx.. ahahs.. fits my mood.. yeppx.. and today tried to drown my emotions in grass power and h2o.. pro hor? HAHAHAHA.. hmmm~ tired la.. dunno really wad I typing.. k la.. I go chiong my own story!! =).. see ya guys around.. and admins of friendster.. u all owe me my fren counts and aso a testimonial.. better return cox I haven even approve.. u all buck up ar! Friendster.. ahahs.. =D.. kkiex.. ciao everyones~~! Enjoy~

Cheers!!
LiN2 always~

Moving forward~~!

2005-04-23T23:16:00.000-07:00

ahahs.. hey hey everyonexx.. hao jiu never zhen zhen de type out blog le worx.. hannors.. miss me mahxX?? =P!! ahahahs.. jkjk~.. hmmm~ wahhhx.. tiring seh.. ytd went out whole day nia~~ wootx.. hao hao wan norhx! ahahs.. den went tuition, had a mo ni kao shi.. biiang, damn tired.. almost cannot do norhxx.. ahahs.. =D.. budden received sum shocking news from jankin la.. realli wish he would cheer up soon.. yeppx.. ahahs.. but now i not so lonely le worx.. every sat jankin would pei wo go home!! =).. so gd.. ahahs.. hmmmx.. den horxx.. MUM GAVE ME THE GREEN LIGHT!! she said i could go try on contacts!! =)!! ahahas. i wanna get coloured de.. i wanna get blue!! heex.. ahahs.. nice nice.. okaaay.. den after tuition went to hang out wid jankin.. he sore throat and sick summore.. suay siao siahx.. better takkaire ar bro! ahahs.. =D.. den played the arcade today.. hannors.. seem quite fun la.. hannors.. tried out the drum machine thingy.. quite cool siahhhx..!! ahahs.. bt i amature.. damn lousy at it.. =D.. den went racing wid jankin.. hannors.. so fun!! ahahs.. den later we went to try out a 2 player machine drum.. WOOTX.. so cool!! ahahas.. den going to start game liao, suddenly heard lute they all.. actualli not surprised.. i expected to meet them anyway.. guess trusting my intuition is right.. ahahs.. shit! I forgot to show tt sumone 'fafanapli!' and 'varterrie fa fou' =P!! ahahahs.. no one noes.. so i can bullshit all my way here.. =D.. hei heix.. den hui xin and nadine joined us in playing da game.. damn fun norhx!!! ahahahs.. den lute n her went to play other games la.. den play v v v long liao.. den grace still us me go find them.. okaaay.. found them, den left wid jankin.. ahahas.. go catch a drink.. den saw another nchs peep.. BIANG.. ahahs.. so funny norhxx.. crap crap crap.. damn cute la she.. =D.. ahahs.. tok a bit lyke phuay hiang.. ahahas.. hannors.. den jankin zhao xia all da way la.. hannors.. damn farnie.. den at nite, waited for tt sumone la.. but too bad.. =D.. ahahs.. okayy.. den i, nic2, jankin, jillian all mass crap conversation!! SO FUN.. omg.. ahahs.. nice to catch up wid my old pals, especially when i realli drew a clear line when i was wid.. ya.. ahahs.. okaaay.. but now no lines and no strings attached.. =).. ahahs.. den today v tired la.. last nite online till damn late la.. hannors.. =D.. damn shuang.. den watch Kumars at No. 42! DAMN CRAP.. ahahaahhshss.. so damn funny!! den today morning went tuition.. when reached sengkang den jac called.. tok tok tok.. wootx.. ahahs.. den fone bo batt!! HAHAHA.. suay.. nvm.. tonite tok summorex.. yeppx.. ahahs.. maybe later go walk walk or wad.. jux watch aikido thingy.. damn fugging cool man!! omg.. the lao ah pek so pro.. ahahas.. k la.. ciao everyonex!!! takkairex..

LiN2;)

Hui Dao Guo Qu

2005-04-23T09:00:00.000-07:00

一盞黃黃舊舊的燈yi zhan huang huang jiu jiu de deng
時間在旁悶不吭聲shi jian zai pang men bu keng sheng
寂寞下手毫無分寸ji mo xia shou hao wu fen cun
不懂得輕重之分bu dong de qing zhong zhi fen
沉默支撐躍過陌生chen mo zhi cheng yue guo mo sheng
靜靜看著凌晨黃昏jing jing kan zhe ling chen huang hun

妳的身影ni de shen ying
失去平衡shi qu ping heng
慢慢下沉man man xia chen

黑暗已在空中盤旋hei an yi zai kong zhong pan xuan
該往哪我看不見gai wang na wo kan bu jian
也許愛在夢的另一端ye xu ai zai meng de ling yi duan
無法存活在真實的空間wu fa cun huo zai zhen shi de kong jian

想回到過去xiang hui dao guo qu
試著抱妳在懷裡shi zhe bao ni zai huai li
羞怯的臉帶有一點稚氣xiu qie de lian dai you yi dian zhi qi
看妳的看的世界xiang kan ni de kan de shi jie
想在妳夢的畫面xiang zai ni meng de hua mian
要靠在一起就能感覺甜蜜zhi yao kao zai yi qi jiu neng gan jue tian mi

想回到過去xiang hui dao guo qu
試著讓故事繼續shi zhe rang gu shi ji xu
至少不再讓妳離我而去zhi shao bu zai rang ni li wo er qu
分散時間的注意fen san shi jian de zhu yi

這次會抱得更緊zhe ci hui bao de geng jin
這樣挽留不知還來不來得及zhe yang wan liu bu zhi hai lai bu lai de ji
回到過去xiang hui dao guo qu
思緒不斷阻擋著回憶播放si xu bu duan zu dang zhe hui yi bo fang

盲目的追尋仍然空空盪盪mang mu de zhui xun reng ran kong kong dang dang
灰濛濛的夜晚睡意又不知躲到哪去hui meng meng de ye wan shui yi you bu zhi duo dao na qu一轉身孤單已躺在身旁yi zhuan shen gu dan yi tang zai shen pang

Nice song!! =).. kkiex.. ahahs.. hmmmx~~ today ar.. nth much happen.. jux wan jankin dun tink so much.. i've been as fucked up as u b4.. and still am.. ahahs.. k la.. u takkaire.. OH YA.. i getting coloured contacts!! =).. yay.. happy.. ahahs.. k la.. tired le.. takkaire everyonexx..

Beautiful Soul

2005-04-22T02:35:00.000-07:00

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul

I know that you are something special
To you I'd be always faithful
I want to be what you always needed
Then I hope you'll see the heart in me

I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
Your beautiful soul, yeah

You might need time to think it over
But im just fine moving forward
I'll ease your mind If you give me the chance
I will never make you cry
c`mon lets try
I don't want another pretty face
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste

I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful
I crazy for wanting you

Baby do you think you could want me too
don't wanna waste your time
Do you see things the way I do
I just wanna know if you feel it too
There is nothing left to hide
I don't want another pretty
I don't want just anyone to hold
I don't want my love to go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul
You're the one I wanna chase
You're the one I wanna hold
I wont let another minute go to waste
I want you and your beautiful soul...

LiN2

San Xing Lian Xian

2005-04-18T06:09:00.000-07:00

Looking at those photos,
Aging with age,
The familiar smiling faces seem to fade...
Feeling the surface,
finger across your face,
A burning sensation flushed across my face,
Before a damp stream started flowing...

Once Upon a Tyme,
A long tyme ago,
Hand in hand,
we were together,
But it's all over
For now we're jux mere frens...

A perfect dream,
Which ended as a nitemare,
A dream that drained away my feel,
It feels as though death had came early..

Beneath thy's smiling face,
Lies a torn soul
Tattered and worn
A broken heart
Lay shattered
Almost beyond repair..

I pray one day,
I would have the same dream..
But it's jux wishful thinking,
for reality is always painful..

The face i once loved to see,
has turned to one i have hated to meet..
It haunts me in my dreams,
My life,
My thoughts,
My soul..

Snapping back to reality,
The photo has a droplet on it,
Wiping it dry,
I kept it where it came..
Somewhere deep in the soul,
I have already forgiven,
Let go..

Smiling,
I placed it back into the drawer..
Memories it shall be..
Etched deeply in my heart..

Auspicium Melioris Aevi..

Sia santificato il tuo nome.Sia fatta la tua volontá. Amen.

LiN2

Tian Tang yu Di Yu

2005-04-15T08:06:00.000-07:00

which is which man.. ahahs.. tian tang and di yu.. hmmmx.. trying to make out which is realli which.. SHIT.. my last month bills damn ex la.. biiang ehxx.. ahahs.. nehmind.. hannors.. last month too many things happen.. jie er lian san.. so mani mani.. ahahs.. sua la.. yeppx.. wah.. i hold record liao.. 1 wk likkdat never go online.. hannors.. ahahs.. =D.. left hempstring injury much better le, onli sumtimes when jump too much will pain.. den horx, today is the first time is so so so so long i fell down neix!! ahahs.. tried to run for a shuttle with weights.. den inertia too huge, den stumbled and slide.. wootx! ahahs.. =D.. but all for gd fun la.. yeppx.. this wk quite fun la! but v tired.. v long hourss.. yeppx.. hmmmx.. ytd went to hui xin house wid lu, nic lee, nic tan, marcus chua and zijie.. OMG zijie, i dunno y u scared of hairy things.. =D.. ahahs.. hmmmx.. the shitzu so cute norhx!! u ar.. scared until like all ur hair going to drop.. hiyox.. ahahs.. lac lac.. ya.. damn cute lor the dog.. ya.. ahahs.. den met hx elder sis, wai man.. ya.. wah biiang.. tot she is older than us, den actualli is younger.. =D.. hmmmx.. den we all go plae mahjong.. ahahs.. fun worxx.. den in the end i went to the room to join toh heng.. he teach wai man math.. den i go chap chap.. ya.. ahahs.. den solve logarithms and mani more la.. ahahs.. ya.. den tok tok a lot.. ya.. den rsuhed for tuition COX SO LATE.. omg.. ahahs.. but in the end made it la.. hengx.. den helped chop seats for celine and kelsey.. sat beside pamela.. hmmmx.. ahahs.. den wah biangx.. i ate cookies celine bake de, den go a bit dust dust on floor den mrs kang say, "LINCOLN! WAD U DOING!?" den i was lyke O.O wad wad??? ahahs.. den she made fun of me AGAIN! omg.. ahahs.. nvm la.. fun la the lesson.. den i learnt 2 new vocab.. one is from kelsey, one is from celine.. "masochist" and "necrophilia" i tink.. ahahs.. DAMN BAD LOR.. omg.. ahahs.. =D.. den had dinner, 2 dinners to b exact.. ahahs.. hannors.. den aso sms cherlyn todayx.. yaa.. long tyme no tok tok 2 her niaox.. ahahs.. den today, v short lesson day la.. hannors.. den got foto taking session WORX!! ahahas... so coolx.. wear my jersey againxxx.. so chio.. damn sexy la.. cox all the sides is tou ming de.. =D.. ahahs.. den camehome rather late cox got chi remedial, den is yoga.. now jux here norhxx?? yaa... ahahs.. k la.. takkaire everyonex.. blog dao herex...

Tong Hua

2005-04-12T02:23:00.000-07:00

heyxxx.. ahahs.. v long din update le worxx.. hannors.. hmmmx.. currently listening to tong hua.. hao hao ting.. =).. meaningful lyrics.. ahahs.. hmmx.. oh ya.. nowadays i make a lot a lot of songs worx.. hannors.. got many: San Xin Lian Xian, Yu Dao, Yi Chang Xi, Wo jiu gou le and one song is with Zijie and maybe adding lu2 into it.. hannors.. now it is called Shuang Fei, it is the most guai lan song man!! ahahahs.. =).. wellx.. life certainly took a very huge turn.. hannors.. u noe horx.. i rather kip mum abt a lot of things.. and lyrics are one way of expressing my inner tots and feelings.. i really put so much sweat, blood and not forgetting tears into it.. ahahs.. i really hope they turn out v well.. den everything is worth..=).. ahahs.. luther and zijie too have caught my fever and started wrtiting songs on their own toox.. ahahs.. it's v fun la.. ya norhx.. muz b v creative.. =).. ahahs.. i actualli feel suddenly tt it is not myself and alone is hurt.. there are mani mani more ppl outdere who are much more hurt than me and have gone thru even much more than me.. i shan't mention names but i realli wan all of u to get back to ur feet.. tyme heals all wounds.. wad is supposed to b urs would b urs always.. wad is not meant to b will not mean to be.. let nature take its course.. look, i got almost the same treatment as u pplx.. the words realli does slash and cut and pierce and realli do hurt a lot a lot a lot.. sum of my bros would understand.. but mostly, most ppl have found their xin fu too.. i wish them luck bahx.. actualli i wrote my song, Wo jiu gou le.. it is meant for everyone hurt too.. there is no point for being sad, sorrowful.. you urself is enuff.. independance.. i noe, sumtimes loneliness do creep up.. but it is better than facing those words again.. no doubt, this tyme i dun hyde it, but i'm running away from love.. i readily admit, i am afraid.. very afraid.. to fall in love again.. for the start of a relationship does spell the start of another ending.. i guess the tyme isn't jux rite for me yet.. i feel like i was in a show, Yi Chang Xi.. my other song.. was i jux someone who was supposed to b toyed around by the main character? i suppose i was.. ahahs.. but i wun make the same mistake againx.. yeahx.. ppl out there.. someone around the world is meant for u.. tt's wad i believe.. it's jux a matter of tyme u really found him/her.. i tink i going to throw away Yu Dao.. becox it is fucking trash.. y should i tink abt the fucking pasT? when it really hurts me so much when i even read the lyrics.. y should i tink of u?? after u have hurt me so so bad? after everything is like yi chang xi?? i threw away one song le.. it is called Li Kai=Separation.. becox it really sucks.. i hate the lyrics.. i hate myself for coming out wid it.. i hate it becox it reminds me of a lot of bad things.. so today i took it and threw it to where it is supposed to belong.. the trash bin.. ahahas.. wellx.. i am rather vicious in a way.. yeahx.. when i hate sumthing, i jux dump it.. ahahs.. hannors.. next song may be in english..=).. zhu da ge qu wor! =D.. ahahs.. Shuang Fei would b done by ZJ, LL and LL.. ahahs.. nt bad.. v kuai lan song.. it was supposed to be called :Wo, or in eng, Me.. ahahs..=).. i going to restrict to writing anymore sad songs.. hannors.. ahahs.. i going to cmpose much happier songs!! =D.. ahahs.. i heard tong hua MV nt bad worx.. need to see it nxt time.. ahahs.. oh ya.. recently kept hanging out wid jac and rena meix.. hannors.. ahahs.. alwizz at the hall piano.. den i showed them the lyrics and aso my drawings..=).. ahahs.. standing broad jump i tis yr flew seh!! ahahs.. 21+ or 22+? ya.. ahahs.. last yr jump like siao onli 187!! aahahs.. this yr napfa i tink would get bronze.. cox of my chin up..=(.. train up first.. nxt time go back.. ahahs.. hmmmx.. working hard for a gold!! ahahas.. hmmmx.. tml gt cca worxx!!! YAY!! ahahahs.. i miss cca so much.. dunno y.. i fell in love wid it again.. ahahs.. k la.. tml still got chem test.. OH YA.. today got back ss!! I GOT 11/13 WOR!! SO HAPPY!!! ahahahs.. k la.. takkaire everyone..!! love u ppx..

Cry me a river

2005-04-09T07:27:00.000-07:00

heyheyx da jiaxx.. ahhas.. whoa.. i hate my com nowx.. cox my new com i gave it to my dad to bring to his office.. blardy shit.. i stuck wid my old com com again.. ahahs.. long time no use le worx.. but glad using it la.. got back the keyboard gan jue.. v song.. ahhas..=p.. hmmmx.. i tink i realli nid to go and see a physician le worx.. hannors.. cham ar cham.. hannors.. my left knee realli gone case liao.. kip limping around worx.. ahahs.. who ask me gei kiang.. biiang ehx.. ahahs.. nvm la.. den today went to tuition earli.. WAHLAU EH.. wrong dae norhx.. but den we sat in la.. revise sec 3 work.. hannors.. quite alright la.. ahhas.. den went bowling wid aaron.. ya norhxx.. broke my personal best score.. current best score is 147.. hei hei~~ ahahs.. bu chuo worx.. got improvement..heex~~ ahahs.. den went to eat lunch.. wah lau.. i pok kai liao la.. no more moneyx.. ahhas.. hmmmx.. low on financials.. yeah norhxx.. ahahs.. nvm la.. den rushed home after lunch.. wah lau.. forgot do my work norhx.. sick la.. ahahs.. den finished my zhuo wen den went tuition.. v tired.. kip wanting to slp.. den my left eye de blood vessels all burst.. >.<.. YUCK.. ahahs.. =D.. hmmmx.. den after chinese tuition, found tt jankin call-ded wo.. den i call-ded him back.. went to meet him ps.. today brought cap to shield eyes from excessive light.. hannors.. ahahs.. hannors.. hmmx.. den went to yamaha wid him.. go piano.. he go buy thumb rest.. hannors.. ahahs..den later we went home v slowly.. KANASAI.. damn suay la.. in train saw ZIJIE AGAIN.. AGAIN.. how suay man.. ahahs..=DD!! jk la bro.. heex.. =).. den hear guang liang's tian tang and tong hua.. hao hao ting worx.. hope my songs turn out as gd or better than him neixx.. ahhas.. sure can de.. for the melody part.. cox got this music pro behind me.. jankin!! ahahs..=D.. and not forgetting the talented zijie.. hannors.. ahahs.. hmmmx.. i nowadays got a lot of inspiration for songs and stories.. =)~ ahhas.. den sms-ded a lot today.. sms my biao meix, yiqi, jankin, rebecca.. ahahs.. bills gonna bao again soonx.. ahahs.. hannors..>_<.. i see if tml my leg hao.. if not den go see doc le.. v pain.. hannors.. ahahs.. den today formed a new grp wid jacx.. called C.S.. =D..ahahs.. i am prejudice..=P.. nahx.. ahahs.. toked alot wid jankin today.. told him a lot of my xin shi.. felt much better after everything.. hannors.. hao xiwang he wun go outta sin.. hannors.. stay till NS over laaa.. ahahs..=P.. cox realli nid u in my recording.. got a long way from sec 1 till now wid him.. hannors.. bez pals.. =).. bro~.. ahahs.. always welcomed to tag my blog~~! =).. k la da jia.. takkairexxx

All or nothing

2005-04-08T07:32:00.000-07:00

Heyxxx~~~ ahahs.. *phewx*.. ahahs.. long week neixx.. =).. but glad to say i'm hurt no more.. yeppx.. ahahs.. =D.. i feel tt there is no point brooding over this and letting it realli affect me in every single way.. cox it realli blew me off my feet bahxx.. i dun say i've healed totally in my soul.. i can say that emotionally i've entered a huge void le bahx.. soul is shredded and torn.. but the journey of a thousand miles begins with a first step.. so i hereby take the first step out.. ahahs.. there is no point holding on so tightly to something tt don't matter to other ppl anymore.. if it is jux so easy to let go for them, i can do the same too.. i was wondering was i tt dumb b4.. ahahs.. nvm.. neglected my intuition too much le.. ahahs.. yeppx.. akltg ppl will kill me for saying this but i am not gd enuff for some ppl.. ahahs.. =D.. forgive me akltg!! =P.. ahahs.. wellx.. this whole wk v v hectic bahxx.. hannors! whole body aching nowx.. ahahs.. monday ish our napfa.. yeppx.. HENG AR.. improve so much.. so happi!! ahahs.. sit up last time pia lyke sai can onli do 36.. max.. now 43!! so happi! A lehxx!! ahahs..yeppx.. den shuttle run aso dunno y la.. improve lyke siao wor!! ahahs..last yr 9.87, this yr is 9.53.. yay!! ahahs.. i tot my hip injury last time would damage my results..heng sehx.. den my sit and reach last yr is 35? ya.. this yr is 48!! WAHAHAH.. din noe could b so fit.. but sure die de.. standing broad jump and my chin up.. sai onli.. ahahs.. hmmmx.. train up for it bahxx.. hannors.. ahahs.. den go for badminton on wednesday.. biiang ehx, i sweat so much until can literally squeeze the sweat off my shirt worx!! hannors.. damn drenched.. ahahs.. hannors.. den thursday muz stand in front of class to present the newspaper article.. so kan chiong!!! ahahs.. forgot a lot of things worx.. heng sehx!! i crap a little here n dere.. den formed everything.. ahahs..=P!! then today hor!!! got chinese oral for mid yr neixx!!! ahahs so fun!! =).. ahahs.. den i rushed for cca.. den go in liaox.. a little buay song la.. but dun show it.. ahahs.. jux din bring my shoes.. wet ar!! still under washing! ahahs.. nvm.. den tried playing wid my black shoes.. surprising tt the friction nt bad worx.. ahahs.. slipped a few times though.. now my left knee got a bad pull.. hannors.. ahahs.. nvm la.. still can walk can liao..=D.. ahahs.. den came home.. bathe.. den go online.. den went for yoga~~!! =)! ahahs.. so fun tonite.. hannors.. stretch here n dere.. i cant do the jap sitting.. T.T.. ahahs.. nvm!! practise makes perfect.. ahahs ya.. k la.. blog dao zhe li le! takkaire everyones!! love u!!

030405

2005-04-03T21:44:00.000-07:00

yoyoyxx da jiaxx~~ ahahs.. hai hao ma?? heex.. forgot to announce jankin got gf le.. ahahs..=X.. DUN kill me kkiex jan?? ahahs..=D.. it's rather sweet how he proposed.. glad ya got the guts man!! ahahas.. tt's my bro! =).. yeppx.. tt day i felt a bit weird la.. hannors.. ahahs.. felt like it's me myself and i againx..=).. ahahs.. but i zhu fu him! he's my bro! ahahs.. it's like 1 wk me being single le.. hannors.. still haven got realli used to it bahx.. but heck la.. who realli cares anyway?? ahahs.. yeppx.. oh ya, i officially quitting MUonline.. yeppx.. ahahs.. i dun wan play le.. once sumthing loses its purpose.. there's no point in continuing.. i lost my interest in it.. ahahs.. okay~~ back to today.. morning wake up lerhx den felt quite tired la.. yoga tt day was GOOD.. and i mean it.. ahahs.. damn shuang norhx!! ahahs.. den went tuition in the morning.. i TOTALLY SCREWED functions.. ahahas.. but damn farnie la.. as in reaction wise.. today damn blur.. ahahs.. hannors.. buay tahanx.. hmmmx~ den suan celine until she nearly died today! HA! SERVE U RITE! WHO ASK U CALL ME BIMBO!!! ahahahs.. u den bimbo!! ><.. ahahs.. hannors.. ahahs.. den got new nicknames today.. -_____-ll.. xiao ling and lingkengongyuan.. WAH LAU.. LAME LOR... kui ni men xiang de chu la! ahahs.. thks to kelsey, celine and tt SMELLy..=P!! ahahas.. later jankin kill me againx.. hannors..=P..den after tuition nearly got killed by celine la.. kena chased.. heng ar.. her fwens left den she ran after them.. heex.. ahahs.. den i took bus 225 with bing yi to bedok interchange.. hannors.. ahahs.. den went to meet my biao meix, li xia.. hannors.. long time no see le worx.. around 3 or 4 months liao.. den recently mani mani pri sch fwens added wo on friendster n msn neix!! hao gao xing.. so long din hear from them liaox.. din noe they still rmb dao wo.. ahahs.. hannors.. den received 3 new testimonials!! =).. ahahs.. thks ppl~.. den ytd nite saw Ramesh on tv! HAHAHAH.. farnie ass.. gd speaker!! =).. ahahs.. kinda missed all akltg ppl.. ahahs.. their spirit is unrivalled..=D.. ahahs.. hen xiang ta men.. yeppx.. den met li xia.. no diff bahx shex.. hannors.. ahahs.. still looks alright and alive and kicking.. ahahs.. hannors.. den she passed wo the score i looking for.. YU JIAN!!! ahahahs.. lag la me.. but i jux found it a v v v nice song.. hannors.. ahahs.. den later she hab to wait till 1.30 for her fren.. so we go out eat norh? yeppx.. ahahs.. went long john silver.. she eat so little nia.. den call me shui tong.. wah lau!!! ppl thristy MAH.. ahahs..=D.. yeppx.. den we went to play arcade.. she hor.. shooting pro kia la.. i die few times she haven die.. biiang ehx.. no fair!!! i always tio hit de.. why never aim her!! COM SUCK..=P.. ahahs.. k la i lousy la.. hannors.. ahahs.. the arcade DAMN noisy.. buay tahan.. ahahs.. come out half deaf.. hannors.. ahahs.. den we went walking around century square.. after a while we went to the mrt.. go meet her fren.. but in the end hor.. her fren late.. so we sit mrt from bedok to tampines to changi airport back to tanah merah den back to bedok.. ahahs.. den her fwen came in.. hannors.. her fwen v quiet neix.. ahahs.. den i kip suaning them la.. yeppx.. den they sit till city hall jiu go watch movie le.. i sat back to outram park, den take NEL to sengkang.. ahahs.. den i alone again.. i scare hu si luan xiang.. den i took out the piano score and yan jiu yan jiu.. ahahs.. but later got sick of it.. den took out my notepad and pencil.. den wrote songs..=)!! HAHAHA.. damn nice norhx.. i din noe i could write nice songs.. ahahs.. but it is mostly abt how i feel nowadays bahx.. ahahs.. yeahx.. =).. den rained.. i walk in the rain and wrote my song.. wowx.. got a lot of inspiration and everything jux realli clicked.. ya.. all the tunes were jux like wowx.. ahahs.. maybe making songs wid zijie and jankin.. den we all go recording.. hannors.. yr end.. yeppx.. ahahs.. =D.. sure make it big de.. yeppx.. ahahs.. =D.. den come home here i AM! practising yu jian=).. ahahs.. den chatting online norhx.. hannors.. ahahs.. so fun manx.. life certainly took a huge turn la.. for gd or bad i dunno.. ya.. ahahs.. but realli miss the older days.. when everything jux seem jux so right!! but i believe the future is cool too.. yeppx.. ahahs.. biao mei say me features nice.. THKS WORX.. TAO YANNN.. ahahs.. no la.. me ugly la.. hannors.. no one wan de.. yeppx.. ahahs..tt's y ended up here single.. yeppx..=D.. ahahs.. TML GOING BACK MAVIS!! yay!! can see ms lie again.. miss her loads worx.. hannors..first time i saw her i took her as siying.. cox realli like v v similar in speaking wise la.. the style not accent.. ahahs.. yeppx..den tml aaron joining back mavis too~~ hei hei.. my gud brother.. ahahs.. yay~ i tink i got a lot a lot more fwens coming back to wo le worx.. hao gao xing.. and weiling ar, jia you ya! things would turn out well soonx and courage shall find its way to you! MELLOWS *friends in elven*, i miss u all loads!! ahahs.. love u guys!! =).. catchup wid u ppl soon k??! MIISS u all man!! ahahs.. long time realli no see le.. yeppx!! cheers everyone!! ahahs.. take gd care!! =)

Lin2

010405

2005-04-01T01:16:00.000-08:00

hey heyx da jia.. ahahs.. hmmmx.. *phew* long day neix.. ahahs.. hannors.. so many things happened in skool today worx.. yeppx.. like we went to the lab and checked out dictionary.com.. HAHAHAH.. gawd.. damn farnie la.. hannors.. den i and kenneth no need write la.. hannors.. heng ka lau sai.. ahahs.. budden nid to write for competition.. ya norhx.. =).. hope can do very well for it.. yeppx.. ahahs.. den come back onli for bio period.. wah biiang.. bao gong sit in front of all the class.. sensed sumthing not right liao.. den i quickly retreat to my seat.. SUAY SUAY right in the front row.. ahahas.. den later ms neo damn pissed off la.. hannors.. come in onli scold us like anything.. den she reprimanded EDA.. hmmmx.. dunno who go bao to dem one neixx.. hannors.. they kena exiled.. ya.. become like the untouchables.. the lowest caste system in the india likkdat.. hannors.. hmmmx.. tink they would get damn pissed la.. ya.. ahahs.. hmmmx.. den we all scared scared is STT tio.. cox she said 6 ppl.. den we were all like "oh shit".. ahahs.. but in the end not us.. heng la.. yeppx.. if not i tio summore tai ji my mum going to realli kill me manx.. few days ago.. like monday likkdat.. my mood still damn damp la.. den came skool letter abt my long pants.. wadda hell la.. they type and say my pants too low until can see underwear.. when it is onli my pants too long.. den they jux fill in the blanks for the name and class.. i explain to my mum explain until damn damn damn damn pek chek.. den i jux yelled, "FINE, wanna believe a fucking letter and not ur son.. i have nothing to say.." den i went to the room and close the door.. but luckily she ok la.. hannors.. nxt day ok liao.. she come apologize to wo cox she realli was damn harsh with her words.. my tolerance lvl damn high lor, can even blow, imagine how bad were the words.. den i accepted her apology, yeppx.. ahahs.. oh ya.. den today ate Lor mee.. damn nice neixxx.. every recess wanna chiong down and eat.. hannors.. ahahs.. XD.. see lulu so kelian gib him and jankin to drink drink the soup.. ahahs.. hannors.. =D.. hmmmx.. these few days realli different bahxx.. in a sense everything is falling apart and new things are being made.. yeppx.. ahahs.. today going badminton tt time caught in the rain with alden.. all drenched.. den training i sian sian likkdat.. wan play dun wan play.. ahahs.. heck la.. very tired and hungry.. den after badminton i go chiong buy food.. hannors.. bee hoon.. BLARDY hell the chicken still got a bit blood one NEIX.. eeeee.. ahahs.. but hungry anyting aso eat one la.. hannors..=X.. buay tahan la.. after tt go drink a lot a lot a lot of water.. ahahs.. today april fool's day.. so fun norhhhx.. =D.. tricked a few pplx lerhx.. =X.. ahahs.. OH YA.. morning shawn and michelle send wo sms.. BIANG EH.. u TWO HOR.. *shake headss* ahahahs.. so stupid one.. april fool message summore! den i still blur blur for michelle sms.. den i reply.. YUAN lai shi lai kek wo de.. biiangg!! ahahahs.. nvm.. hannors.. den i jux cut out my own ingrown nail.. k la.. xi guan le.. anyway dun realli feel pain liao.. numb.. =D.. ahahs kkiex.. buhbye le da jia.. takkairex..

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2005-03-28T00:31:00.000-08:00

ahahs.. hi da jia.. sorry for the vulgarities manx.. last entry is outta a bit of lunancy.. =D.. ahahs.. but i realli mean it la.. i'm back.. yeppx.. ahahs.. i dun say i'm not hurt.. it's jux too deep to fathom how painful is it.. hannors.. ahahs.. but able to let go is a making of a real manx.. =).. ahahs.. i'm 16 le.. i must be like one.. hannors.. ahahs.. though things seem very hard to let go.. but i believe when the going gets tough, the tough gets going man.. i'm not jux going to be taken down by this setback.. it's not easy.. but i believe i can pull through.. yeppx.. ahahs.. din expect bahxx.. everything jux ended like this..=D.. i jux can't picture it as a dream.. hannors.. everything seemed jux too gd to be true.. perhaps tt's y they say all gd things would come to an end.. ahahs..

Love is a mystical power
That both destroys and creates
Time is a factor that wears things out
A dream it may have been
Reality it may have been

But all good things come to an end
I don't deny
It was jux too good to be true
It was predictable that something would happen
Why didn't i trust my intuition?

True
The facts sank in even more that a million needles piercing
It was worst
It felt like i was never going to see the light again
It felt like i was drowning in self deceit all along
It felt like i was a child again, helpless to his surroundings

Destiny is something we have no control over
Maybe that's what fate it
Stared at the night skies and sighed
Once upon a time
We were gazing at them...

You holding my hand and i holding yours
I really wish i could stop time then
Freeze in that frame forever
Never ending anymore..

But reality is facing the truth
Reality may be vicious
Reality may hurt real bad
Reality may even knock you off ur feet
Time still moves on

Time and Tide waits for no man
Those words i read
It felt very much like
Taking a knife
And slowly drawing many many lines on my heart
Bleeding deep within
Pain beyond the description of words

I have no idea how strong i realli am
But i believe one day
Courage would find its way back to me
Strength would find its way back to me
Trust would find its way back to me
Lastly is Faith would find its way back to me

Lying down on the cold floor
Looking at the shadows on the ceilings
Reminiscing
The familiar salty taste
The familiar wet sensation
I could only laugh at myself
To be in such a pathetic state..

True, I'm may not be the one for u
I may not be on sync wid u
I may not be good enough for u
I may not really understand u
Perhaps one day one person could fit that
And you would find ur happiness

Love is a sacrifice
It doesn't mean you need to be mine
It just means
I want u to be happy
I want u to be safe

I may not be the one for you
But you will always be the one for me
There one place in ur heart where a special person resides thru ur life
You're there..

But life still goes on..
You may forget abt me..
And even forget we even met b4..
And one day
I might have the same sky..

Luck to you.. takkaire always..

270305

2005-03-27T04:50:00.000-08:00

heyheyxxxx EVERYONEX.. guess whose back!?!?!?!?! LIN2 is back in action.. wootxxx!!! ahahahs.. come on~~ crowd plz cheer~~ =P!! ahahahs.. hurt no more manx.. who stands in the way of lincoln!? no fucking person manx.. ahahs.. kayx pplx.. this is the new empowered me.. i noe no rules, i noe no faith, i noe no restrictions.. the new generation of humans are to excel.. ahahahs.. heyx, chu xuan, sorry abt everything.. cheers man.. fwens again.. ahahs.. wootxxx.. hell, i feel damn gd, dunno y.. ahahahs.. =)!! heex.. shuang worxx.. ahahs.. i wanna prove to this world tt this place is no place for weak ppl.. yeppx.. survival of the fittest rule.. the method of natural selection~~!! ahahs.. so ppl keep ur asses up manx.. kick some butt.. =X.. ahahs.. nahhhx.. kidding pplx.. yeppx.. ahahs.. basically horx, today did a lot a lot of thinkingggg.. and i GOT THROUGH EVERYTHING.. wootx.. ahahahs.. ain't i pro or wad?! =).. helluva manx.. watch out pplxx.. ahahahs.. dunno y, but the empowerment tt disappeared has came back to me.. bwahahahs.. =P.. akltg, await for my coming in nov and dec.. i'm gonna kick some asses back on track.. ahahahs.. =P.. it's a brand new day tomorrow... AND I'M FEELING GOOD.. hehehehex.. ahahs.. no strings attached, no more guilt, no more mood swings.. ORKAIIX.. all sec 4 dudes and babes outthere.. if u all ain't studying for ur chinese O level papers yet.. guess waD???? onli 65 days left.. hannors.. get ur ass, pen and bk start revising.. u wun wanna b lagging behind ritE?? yeppx.. ahahas.. though i'm a person who screw things up badly, i get back on my both feet and go on wid life.. wad are setbacks? pile of knowledge u NOE!! ahahahs.. u learn from them.. yeppx.. ahahs.. assumption is the mother of all fuck ups.. so pplx.. plz dun assume anything manx.. ahahahs.. =D.. okay pplxx.. see the new light.. vulgarities dun matter.. wad matters is tt the message got thru u! yeppx..=P!!.. ahahahs.. CHEERS PPL.. CELEBRATION OF LIN2 BACK~~~!! YAYYYYY~~~

fuck u bitches n bastards..=P.. nah kidding.. LOVE U PPL~~! =D
LiN2

250305

2005-03-24T23:56:00.000-08:00

heyx da jia~~ ahahs.. hmmmx.. passerby or passerbys should i add, 2 different ppl bah i tinkx.. heyx, thks u both.. or u perhaps.. ahahs.. but i am better le bahxx.. hannors.. ahahs.. hmmmx.. guess tt day i jux couldn't think straight.. everything was jux so sudden bahxx.. ahahs.. but i tot through slpless nites and came out wid a conclusion.. hope i ain't wrong anymore=D.. ahahs.. hmmmx.. i jux feel tt i'm in the wrong this time, ya.. ahahs.. nvm~.. but things always come not always entirely gd.. sometimes things would turn bad.. yeahx.. not everyday is a sunday.. ahahs.. i admit i am still a little hurt bahx.. but i dun show it.. ahahs.. cox, perhaps one day, jux one day, we might b together again~ yeppx.. let nature takes it course.. tt's wad i have to say to her too bahxx.. hannors.. ahahs.. sun qi zhi ran.. nxt few months time i tink i wouldn't have even much time to contact her bahxx.. so i tink this period may jux be right for her to get used to the environment w/o me until i'm free from the Os burden.. ahahs.. den realli i promise i will gib her my best and adjust as the environment should go.. ahahs.. i personally dun blame her.. it is impossible to put myself into someone's shoes and noe how he or she feels.. but i could at least understand a bit.. ahahs.. she is jux confused.. weiix, if u're reading this.. jux cheer upx~~! =).. we're always the best of pals no matter wad.. yeppx.. ahahs.. dun nid to feel guilty or wad.. cox everything happens for a reason.. ahahs.. hannors.. and rmb tt i'm always here for u.. yeppx.. ahahs.. dun nid blame urself.. hannors.. i'm always waiting for u.. yeppx.. ahahs.. wellx.. now tok abt today bahxxx~~ hannors.. morning got dragged out at around 7 plus in the morning!? biiang ehxx.. i dun wan go out de norhxxx.. ahahs.. nvm.. den got dragged to the sea side.. quite ok laa.. den had a horrible breakfast!! YUCK.. =x.. ahahs.. okaay.. den went to buy my sister's uniform.. quite sian bahxx.. ahahs.. den watch Miss Congenality 2~~ it's quite a nice show but wouldn't recommend it to ppl who dunno how to understand too chim english jokes.. cox i aso dun get some of them=X.. ahahs.. okaayx.. den went to newton square to eat.. AND GUESS WAD PPL! ahahahahs.. i was wearing my pyjamas all da way.. feel so outta place norhxxx!!! ahahahs.. so farniex.. yeppx.. den now come back home le.. got a bit of headache bahxx.. tired.. =D.. but bought a new bk, "Secrets to Angels and Demons" ~~ hao du worx~~.. hannors.. ahahs.. =).. k la i would wanna write a poetry..

I was never a perfect person
Never in my life was i attracted
To a girl so much
I promised to myself
To give the best i can
But it ended abruptly

Was it a mistake?
Did it have a purpose?
Was my dream b4 flawed?
I have done my best
To provide everything in my power
To be with you
But sometiimes things dun realli turn out the way it is..

Tears flowed like endless streams of gushing waters,
Gushing as if at last breaking free from the watergates of sorrows,
Tempers flared
Blames flew
But solemnly i accepted the fault as mine..

Misunderstood i was
Confused was she
I expect no more than jux her to be herself
I love her as she is
But somewhere along the way
Things jux happen for a reason..

Hush my dear, dun blame yourself
For it was thy's fault
But i'll always be here
Waiting patiently
Cox of a simple reason
I love you

Promises aren't to be broken
They are forged for a purpose
My purpose was to be wid u
No matter how sad
How happy
How sorrow
How joyful
I would always wan to be part of ur life
Cox I care

If time could be reversed
And the universe gave me another chance
I wouldn't wan it any other way
I would still choose the same path
Cox meeting you was the best thing that ever happened

But worry no more
For this is just a temporary break
Perhaps one day
We would b together again
Till that time
I would still always be
Standing beside you
No matter wad happens
I promise..

And if we should get separated in any ways
And one day you just need me
Just give a whistle or call for my name
And i would come running back to you
I promise..

I love you always dear.. dun reproach urself le.. wad is done is done.. yeppx.. ahahs.. time would tell every secret in hidden.. jux take gd care always.. and rest assured, distances would not draw me away.. and i'll always be right here waiting for youx..~ takkaire worx everyonex~~

230305

2005-03-23T06:12:00.000-08:00

hmmmx.. wellx.. din expect things to turn out this way bahxx.. jux feel v shi bai bahxx.. yeahxx.. now both of us in a break.. staying single.. jux laugh at my own lameness bahxx.. i feel so stupid and useless.. ahahahs.. now i noe y they say assumption is the mother of all failures bahxx.. yeahx.. ahahahs.. i took things for granted la.. feel damn screwed now.. ahahas.. hmmmx.. did a lot of thinking after tt fone call.. at least she was happy.. ahahs.. hmmmx.. sat in the taxi, whole day onli eat one meal.. a box of popcorn chicken.. for lunch.. no more appetite.. yeahx.. ahahs.. hmmmx.. felt a little hungry but who cares.. ahahs.. wellx.. tot of many things bahxx.. sat down, tot how we went to cca during last yr nov and dec hols.. how i sat wid her waiting for the bus.. the times we took the neos together.. the nite at the chalet.. through the second month, damn happy, tt day i rmb-ded was a sunday.. went crazy and she said i wasn't myself and we jux were so happy.. i jux can't believe it bahxx.. things jux turn out this wayx.. ahahs.. wellx.. tears jux flowed bahxx.. cant stop itx.. ahahs.. silently, painfully, lonely.. ahahs.. wad the hellx.. how did i end up lyke this manx.. ahahs.. jux laughed at my own stupidity.. ahahahas.. i feel lyke i am a walking mistake alone.. hannors.. hmmmx.. come home liao den mum argued wid me, sista scolded me, dad reprimanded me.. HAHAHAHAHAHA.. how suay can today get manx! now start crying again bahxx.. no mood to realli do anything.. ahahs.. wellx.. at least this is jux a break.. i dunno how things would go in the future bahxx.. maybe we'll patch up, maybe we'll not.. i daren't assume anymore.. cox i'm a failure at assumptions.. tot i was so damn clever.. yeah rite.. down the drain manx.. ahahahas.. tot i was matured.. yeah rite.. judging by today's attitude wid tan they all, i can judge myself as being the most childish sec 4 person in the world.. wadda heck.. jux feeling damn damn damn damn down lahx.. v lonely, no one to turn to.. today jux isn't a gd day.. den go badminton for a while.. let off some steam.. heck the shuttle crosses the net or not.. jux whack.. yeahxx.. ahahahas.. k la.. sorry everyone.. jux feel damn down la.. k la.. takkaire le.. mayb i going for a walk.. wan an..

200305

2005-03-20T21:48:00.000-08:00

arlox peepx.. hmmmx.. basically went to tuition tis morning bahxx.. nth much realli.. hannors.. den went to my grandma's house.. found out tt she fell down earlier and was sent to the hospital for an x ray and stuff.. but heng la she ok.. hmmmx.. not i being superstitious or wad la but not onli my parents tell me la, but i aso feel tt mayb 1 of my grandma may.. may.. start a beginnning of life againx.. and as they say, being born to this earth is the beginning of death.. so u should get wad i mean bahxx.. hannors.. hmmmx.. den today hear a lot of songs bahxx.. yeahx.. grandma house.. den i started sitting in the air con room and lie on the bed bahxx.. den missed my dear a lotx.. hmmmx.. recently din realli contact her bahxx.. den feel v lonelyx.. den a bit sot sot likkdat.. hannors.. den managed to sms her, but i tink ruined her day bahx.. cox told her y i am likkdat nowadays.. like v restless and stuff.. realli sorry worx dear.. yeahx.. dui bu qi.. hmmmx.. jux wanna spend more time wid u bahx.. sorryx.. yeahx.. hmmmx.. den after tt i hanged out wid the shitsu in my grandma house.. yeahx.. omg.. damn stupid la the dog.. i distracted it and took its bone and threw far away, den it had to chase here n dere.. but i tink it enjoyed it a lot.. siao.. hannors.. ahahs.. hmmm.. but v cute bahxx.. rmb tt tt time we dressed it in a cheongsam during cny..it looked damn cute la but constipated likkdat..=X.. ya norhx.. ahahas.. hmmmx.. den i left not long after bahxx.. cox i din realli wanna stay there.. so we went for dinner.. at jalan kayu.. had a v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v v heavy dinner.. hannors.. indian rojak, lime juice, 4 or 5 roti prata, 1/10 of a mutarbak.. i almost died there.. too full! hannors.. den tasted ginger beer.. my dad gave it to me.. cox i ate the curry and buay tahan..=X..tasted quite ok bahx.. not a beer anyway.. jux a soft drink.. nth much.. rmb-ded when i around p3 i took it cox the covering v nice, den i tot root beer.. in the end my mum's fren told me, "aiyo! boy ah! ginger beer u know how to drink ar?" den i was like, "harR? wad ginger wad beer?" den she took from my hand, put back and give me root beer.. =.=.. no diff ritE? still beer.. ahahas..=X.. hmmmx.. den got home.. finished my eng compo.. den watched lotr fellowship of the ring.. quite nice bahx.. tml got continuation, dunno if wanna watch.. hannors..hmmmx.. den dear ar, sorryx againx worx.. hannors.. hmmmx.. love u loads dear.. sorry for everything.. yeahx.. k lax.. stop here le~~ takkaire everyonexx...

18/19/0305

2005-03-18T19:16:00.000-08:00

arlox da jiax.. hmmM~~ now got splitting headache.. buay tahan.. ahahs.. wake up jiu likkdat le.. hannors.. nvm.. ytd whole day damn sian la.. yeahx.. do holiday homeworkx.. scared teacher kbkb.. hannors..=D.. ahahs.. hmmmx.. ytd went to yoga at around 8.15 till 10.15.. whole family go.. this new teacher much better bahxx.. he explain summore.. the ex teacher onli do do do.. no purpose.. hannors.. ahahs.. hmmm.. den at least could distress abit bahxx.. yea.. den MU now for me quite sian.. lvl 256.. v boring liaox.. yeahx.. ahahs.. dunno if wanna continue playing.. but it's the onli thing tt keeps me company now bahx.. yeahx.. ahahs.. hannors.. den today morning woke around 9 plus.. do my chinese tuition hw.. till 11? ya.. hmmmx.. den jux had lunch.. kaoxx.. v full siahxx.. ahahs.. appetite gone down quite a bit bahxx.. hannors.. ahahs.. hmmmx.. later still got tuitionx.. mus travel alone againx.. sb sianx.. ahahs.. maybe i get a bk or wad to read bahxx.. yeahx.. if not on the mrt zhuo boh.. slack slack.. not productive.. hannors.. ahahs.. heck la.. see first.. today headache dunno if read bk even worse.. =D.. hmmmx.. sianx.. still got around 30 mins wo jiu gtg liaox.. go bathe bathe.. hmmmx.. like nth to write bahxx.. the hols so sian one.. study, slack, slp, eat, shit, game, com, slp late, tired.. ahahahas.. actualli quite alot of things worx.. nehmind.. i quitting my other physics tuition.. maybe going to join back mavis.. yeppx.. ahahs.. if not wo zhen de hao lei if everything squeeze one day likkdat.. ahahs.. hmmmx.. today i feel like walking to little india again..=D.. see bahxx.. if sun not too hot de hua.. yeppx.. k la..bo mee kia and mood to write aso.. suay la.. ahahs.. k la.. every1 takkairex..

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heyx everyones agains, i jux came back from tuition, write second time bahxx.. yeahx.. ahahs.. hmmmx.. today went tuition v earli.. so hang out at plaza singapura.. play piano.. den sumone playing to Zarnarkard, den i play wid him.. ahahs.. hmmmx.. but after a while i like ban men nong fu.. so i siam.. v sianx.. my dear go out swimming and den go to fren house, so i left my fone at home bahxx.. yeppx.. den i kope my sista's earring and wear lorx.. ahahs.. bo liao ppl likkdat one.. den hang out at ps for 1/2 an hr likkdat bahxx.. hannors.. ahahs.. oh ya, had a damn farnie dream last nite.. i dreamt i went to australia alone.. ahahs.. cool weather.. wellx, gd bahx.. cox mayb becox of my aircon.. XD.. hmmmx.. ahahs.. k.. b4 lesson i still go to mac and get a cup of milo siahxx.. so nice.. den today lesson like a bit sian sian one.. cox v tired bahx, no mood aso.. ahahs but my teacher alwizz kick start me one la.. soon becum quite ok.. hmmmx.. she's a v nice person.. yeppx.. ahahs.. den today got back my si han.. got highest in class.. but no big deal.. everyone can do tt.. one ger tie wid me summore.. den i aso tink she write better.. so heck.. ahahs.. hannors.. hmmmx.. den class ended v fast again bahx.. as usual.. hannors.. den i went out.. NO SUN.. yay~~ ahahs.. den i walked to little india.. got a bit wet from the rain but it is all for gd fun.. took my time to walk summore.. ahahs.. hmmmx.. today slpt when going there n back.. song boh.. and i tot i would get a bk to read.. XD.. ahahas.. lazee me.. hmmm.. but i read my compo again bahx.. see how to improve.. hannors.. ahahs.. =X.. hmmmx.. den v fast v fast reach back to sengkang bahx.. as usual, everyone cramps for the escalator while i take the stairs.. healthier and aso no need to squeeze.. ahahas.. song boh.. hmmmx.. den come home le.. saw an ang moh and a filipino maid.. kns, both couple NEIX.. ahahs.. omg.. =D.. den reach home.. on fone.. bo mee kia, den go bathe.. den HERE I AM.. sitting here typing this thingy.. ahahs.. dinner ish being prepared~~ hannors.. =).. yumx.. k lax.. takkaire le wor everyone..

cheers..

170305

2005-03-17T06:27:00.000-08:00

HI DA JIAAA~~ haixx.. too popular le.. ppl bug me go update.. tao yanxx~~~ ahahahs..XDD.. okokaaayx.. jkjk~ hannors.. ahahs.. hmmm~~ hao jiu mei hao hao update le worxx.. hannors.. ahahs.. hmmmx~~ recently jux started playing a new game bahxx.. called MU, actualli wanna intro my dear's bro playx.. but i tink it is bad enuff without tis game.. if he add tis game i dunno how to tear him from the com.. ahahs.. hannors.. hmmm~~ quite fun bahxx.. yeahx.. distress..=D.. take out on da monsters.. ahahas..XP.. sadist.. k la k la.. get to da point~~!! TIS IS STT OFFICIAL FIRST YR NEIXXX~~!!!! ahahahas.. song bohhh.. hannors.. heex~~ rmb horx.. one yr ago, we jux knew each other worx.. ahahs.. hmmmx.. den rmb-ded we were all crapping in da bus.. den all of us start making lame jokes which realli are damn crippled la.. ahahs.. hannors.. ahahs..hmmm~~ den later i started till it went to Siao Ting Tong.. den we called ourselves STT norhxXX?? HAHAHAHA.. siao boh.. but rmb-ded we were on a NE field trip or geog field trip bahxX?? to the JTC factories.. it was quite cool la.. but bad thing is tt i not interested in tt field.. hannors.. ahahas.. =X.. hmmm~ but 1 yr pass so fast le worxx! ya norhx.. rmb at last yr the mooncake festival we all use candles make STT.. so chio norhxx.. ahahs.. nxt time i show u all.. mmmx~~ ahahs.. but guys, thks ya.. ahahs.. gr8 knowing u pplxxx~~! =).. ahahs.. kaex.. den recently slp quite late laa.. den v tired norhxx.. ahahs.. tonite still going to slp late againxxx.. hannors.. ahahs.. biiang ehxx.. hmmm~ today after tuition at 9.. den best.. my dad told me, "boy ah, 15 mins" 9.40 den come.. biiangx.. ahahs.. but spent my time singing song.. hannors.. luckily got my mp3.. hei hei hei.. hmmmx.. but v windy and a little blue bahxx.. see the clouds pass by.. OH YA.. my character name in MU is Cloud.. =)~~ ahahs.. lvl 226 currently.. hei heix.. ahahs..hmmmx.. den ytd was the 16th.. hannors.. ahahs.. special date bahxx.. 4th month le.. hannors.. ahahs.. hmmmx.. dear arhxx.. i love u.. yeahx.. and i realli treasure u loads.. i swear.. yeahx.. ahahs..hmmmx.. den today MDM LOW OVERSLP.. so no phy prac.. she me di yu *direct translation=>wad the hell* =P.. ahahs.. okaay.. den had breakfast.. den dun chap liao.. skool reopen den tok.. ahahs.. hannors..k la.. overall everything's going finee~~~!! ahahs.. k la.. takkaire everyoness..~=)

130305

2005-03-14T22:18:00.000-08:00

yoyoyox~~ ahahs.. hix ppl~~! wah jux came home niaxxx.. ><.. very tired-den-ded worxx.. ahahs.. hmmM~ ytd morning woke up quite early bahhx.. hannors.. den left for tuitionx.. long lesson laxx.. ya norhxx.. suan my pals againxx..=P.. ahahas.. wo beli bad.. hiyoxx.. ahahs.. den went home wid bing yi~~ hannors.. took same cab.. wahahs.. he owed-ded wo de money quan huan wo lerhxx.. yayxx.. ahahs..=)den later my dear called wox.. den tok tok tok quite a bit norhxx.. hannors.. ahahs.. den later went home.. den my sis ask wox go for movie and call my dear along la.. hannors.. ahahs.. den at first cannot de norhx.. den in the end can neix... hao gao xing.. hei hei hei~~ ahahs.. den had physics tuition laa.. sister taught wox.. hannors.. ahahs..den went to catch the show called boogeyman.. hmmx~~ reached there much earlier, but then the tickets we got were the front seats manx.. biiangx ehx.. ahahs.. hannors.. the movie isn't realli scary la.. i tink the ring 10 is worst.. ahahs.. hope i dun hab to catch it manx.. hannors.. sure cannot slp one..=D.. ahahs.. hmmm~ boogeyman de sound effects v pro nia.. enuff to shock ur ass.. hannors.. ahahs.. but glad to sit beside my dear bahxx.. you ren at least pei wo companyx.. thks worx.. yeahx.. ahahs.. hmmmx.. and aso hab to say sorry to her bahxx.. dragged her to the wrong movie.. ya norhxx.. hmmm~~ den went home quite late bahxx.. bathe bathe den go online till quite late den slp.. yeppx.. ahahs.. hmmmx.. today morning woke up v early lax.. den scared my dear cant wake up so sent her a morning call sms.. hannors.. ahahs.. hmmmx.. den went to skool wid lee.. social studies quite fun lax.. hannorx.. jux rmb-ded my compo haven hand in.. later i go do lex.. hannorx.. today all the lessons damn boring la..chem quite fun.. onli some sulphuric acid keep spilling on my hands and pants.. den v itchy.. irritant to the skin.. biiangx.. ahahs.. but overall quite cool bahxx.. all the experiment v fun.. especially the last which produces oxygen.. wootx.. so chio manx.. like magic siahx, the glowing splint rekindle.. hannors.. ahahs.. den went out for lunch la.. at 303 there.. hmmx.. carnivore siahx me.. eat all meat.. ahahs..=D.. den reached skool a bit late for math worx.. hannorx.. around 12.45.. 15 mins late.. ya norhxx.. ahahs.. den had math all da way till 1.45?? yeppx.. ahahs.. den planned to wait for my dear.. den used zj fone called my mum at around 2 plus.. i said, "skool end late, i eating outside so come home a bit later.." den she scold a bit den ask wad time i can go home.. i said 3 plus to 4.. plan hao le.. den saw my dear act.. ahahs.. buay tahan.. onli kip laughing nia..=D.. okaayx.. den i asked marcus chua to help ask if my dear going home wid wox..den found out around 2.4- sumting she going to buy bk for her sis, den ling yan pei her.. den i wait aso bo bianx.. den went home lorx.. my mum shocked tt i reached home at 2.55 likdkat.. hannors.. ahahs.. hmmm~ den bathe change den now here lorx.. blogging =D.. hmmmx.. tml i still got full day career talk.. should b rather interesting bahhx.. hannorx.. k la.. pplx.. today hao leixx.. mayb taking afternoon napxx.. ya.. takkairex lerhxx~~

120305

2005-03-12T17:36:00.000-08:00

heyx everyones.. paiseh ar.. tt day realli pek chek..ahahs.. hmm~ but now better le bah? yeppx.. hmmm~ so many things happen recently bahxx.. hannors..let's zoom back till thursday.. yeahx.. wellx.. basically tt was a farked up day bahx.. ahahs.. den kip suaning kelsey in tuition.. crap a lot to jux hide feelings.. den until chem tuition tt time den kept v quiet bahxx.. den celine and kelsey asked wad's wrong wid wo bahxx.. den i jux keep shaking head nia.. den everything dun seem funny.. even the whole klass luff until almost die i still down there like -__-ll.. den jux say, "really funny mehx?" ahahs.. siao liao.. i dunno y aso so dead.. den later break tt time.. kip checkin fone.. alwizz wanna sms, but halfway stop den cancel.. yeahx..den i sat wid kelsey and celine.. den enjoyed the nite breeze.. den i slowly told them part of my probs bahxx.. den later they needed a lift to the mrt..den waited for my dad damn long again la.. hannors.. den later cheered up cox my prob solved.. den they chased wo around becox suan dem until damn song la.. hannors..den after tt went home.. took a nice slp.. then friday came.. parent meeting session.. ya norhxx.. den tt day kip writing a lot of things in elven language.. fun siahx.. the words all damn chio.. yeahx.. den i tot got cca..in the end no habxx.. big shit siahx..ya.. den i noe cx got pei ling yan in the band room.. den she go home.. den i run wid zijie to meet her.. den managed to see her.. but for a while onli.. yea.. bus come so fast.. hannors.. den she jux go norhxx.. den zj and i went to the pasar malam.. go get fish and chips and a 70 cents drink.. sat down and tok tok a lot.. den later went back skool.. den went to 1F.. learn how to play the violin.. difficult la.. yeahx.. den later went to hall to play the piano.. den later damn sianx.. started walking around the whole skool.. walk walk walk walk...... den later went to the library enjoy air con.. saw jacquelin and reena again..den started toktoktoktoktoktoktok.. den later went out.. actually wanted go cp.. but rain.. den i met luther.. den i and him played bball together.. yeppx.. damn fun la.. but very very hotx.. buay tahan.. ahahs.. den play v long liao.. i went up class to change shirt.. met see kiang in class.. ya norhxx.. lazy.. so i jux changed in class.. =X.. ahahs.. den later got parent meeting session.. but helped carry the table up to the hall..den a chair dropped on zj leg.. still injured.. takkaire ar bro.. hannors.. limped here and dere siah he.. ahahs.. den went back to the library outside.. tok tok againxx.. den later 4.55 i went to find my mum.. den went up.. number 26.. so long siahxxx.. ahahs.. den went into the hall.. got a v long speech but din hear anything.. not my probx.. nth went in bahxx.. kept lookin at my wallet pic.. yeahxx.. hp aso silent.. ahahs.. den in the end my mum tooked to the principalx.. i was like =.=.. den i wait for her damn damn long.. den later went up tt time i and her kip arguing but for fun de narhxx.. ahahahs.. den later got to class.. hell siahxxx.. waited for around 2 hrs plus NEIXXX.. omg.. damn long.. ahahs.. den at last see miss neox.. say all bad things nia.. dunno y.. i din even tok in class a lot.. plz lor i in front of teacher onli.. how to tok.. ass la she.. say me contribute to noise lvl.. she tot i change seat ritE?? shit her.. ahahs.. nehmind.. to err is to human, to forgive is divine.. hannors.. ahahs.. hmmm~ den kena scolded by my mum.. quarreled wid her till cp.. den had dinner.. yeahx.. den went home tt time.. v pek chek.. bathe le i jux sit on my bed.. den i off the lights.. den lie down.. watched the moving shadows on the ceiling den slpt le.. hannors.. ahahs.. den suay enuff got nightmare.. dunno y la.. siao liao.. ahahs.. hmmm~ den later i woke at 7+.. ya manx.. woken by jankin's call.. den went to bathe.. got flag day today.. yeppx.. ahahs.. den tot it would b fun.. fark.. it was hell manx.. now i understand how tough it is for ppl to ask for donations.. and i noe how bad rejection feels.. but today is REJECTIONSSSS.. ahahahahs.. ya norhx.. and i hate most whites.. fark them.. alwizz give us a look of disgust and distaste.. den kip saying no no no no no no no.. they reject us the most lorx.. den those "chio bu ah lians" aso cant ask them for donations onex.. they are all meanies too.. those bitches.. onli noe how to da ban demselves and dunno how to donate to charity for the poor children.. hannors.. i am pissed wid majority of singaporean's heart of charity.. reject reject reject.. they avoid us like we were leapers.. wadda hell? we are missionaries manx.. ahahs.. nehmind.. but collected quite a bit.. u noe we walked from somerset to orchard to plaza singapura?!!? and how much did we get!? some pathetic cash.. and i now noe how to tell the difference of ppl's characters.. gained tt gift from the experience i had today.. i condemn their behaviour.. blardy hellx.. and singaporean males are all sexists.. donate to gers and not to boys.. those flirts and tikopeks.. ahahahahas.. =P.. den some still ask the gers for numbers.. wadda hell?? it's like charity hellox?? ahahs.. sick ppl in singapore bahxxx.. the society is filled wid such pplx.. i feel a little disgraced being a singaporean now.. wad the hell manxxxx... ahahahs.. but nehmind la.. when reached plaza.. on the way got free COKE!! YAY!! cold cold summore.. they put all in a big big big box of ice.. den we drank drank.. so song.. den we say.. let's call it a day manx.. den we all went into plaza sing.. first thing we did was go to the piano.. the silent piano is damn gr8.. the sound is so rich.. i love it!!! but it's 10k.. =.=.. ahahahs.. suayx.. den later i, kenneth and jankin went to bk to eat siahxx.. den jankin ass la.. take video of wo when i dunno.. take sucha long time for wo to noe siah!! ahahahs.. but later i aso took video of themx.. hannors.. den saw toh heng they allx.. den katie joined us.. den saw zj, mc and lee.. den all of us.. wanted to take neox.. but in the end onli me, jan, lee, zj, mc, kt, kenneth all take.. ahahs.. squeezy siah!!! ahahs but real fun bahxx.. den after tt i passed to jankin my donation thing.. asked him to help me sign out.. den i went for tuitionx.. fone went silent againx.. ahahs.. read my folder in my fone.. smiled at those memories bahxx.. ahahs.. sick me.. =D.. den reached tuition late, sweaty.. din do my work too.. my teacher at least understood.. ahahs.. hannors.. den time in tuition went off damn quick bahxx.. den i took a long walk from bugis to little india.. passed bukit timah road, serangoon road.... ahahs.. tot i needed a long walk bahxx.. den missed the train.. took out my mp3 and jammed my way thru the wait.. den i sat the a corner of the train and closed eyes to rest.. slpt from clark quay to serangoonx.. yeppx.. ahahs.. nth to do aso.. v tired aso.. den i ended back here today~~ ahahahs.. sick.. today did so much walking.. now jux going to hab my dinner niaxx.. k la.. ppl.. this entry damn long horxxX??? ahahs.. kkiex.. thks for reading.. love ya ppl~~ SINGAPOREANS, BETTER DONATE AND SHOW SOME KINDNESS.. =.=.. ahahs.. takkairxx~~

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2005-03-09T23:46:00.000-08:00

pplx.. jux a few words to describe life right now.. it's damn FUCKED UP..sorry for the explicit content..takkaire everyone.. jxu feelin realli vexed.. takkaire

050305

2005-03-05T19:33:00.000-08:00

yoyoyox da jiaxx~~~ ahahas.. hmmmx.. today morning it's jux a miracle i woke up so early den start my tuition hw.. ahahs.. =P.. hmmmx.. den hui wei my tong nian, look at baby pics and den later go watch cartoon.. PPG RAWKSSS.. =P..jkjk~ ahahahs.. =D.. budden morning like a bit pms bahxx, miss someone too much=D.. ahahas.. got a mosquitoe bite on my right hand second finger.. shit.. ITCHYY~~~ ahahahs.. nehmind.. den later nth to do mahx.. den went to bathe and change early.. i tot i wore till v plain, den kope my dad's shirt.. AGAIN.. BWAHAHAHAHAHS.. =P.. hei hei.. new one summore, he haven worn b4.. den i used it as a sorta jacket.. yeppx.. today first time wear so nice since cny.. =D.. wore billabong belt *courtesy of luther, he bought it 4 me=)*, den giodarno white shirt, giodarno straight fit jeans, rebok bball shoes, DAD'S BLUE SHIRT.. HAHAHAHA.. can't get over me koping his new shirt..=P..den later i went out around 12.15.. den went walk walk at cp.. den going to take NEL tt time found out 4got bring my hw.. den went home.. take again, den come out at around 1.00.. hannors.. den sweat a lot.. pia wad.. ahahs.. i still wan go plaza walk walk de neix.. hannors.. ahahs.. hmmm~ den suddenly i walk walk to the mrt again.. SUAY AR.. 2 familiar ppl come.. biiang ehhhhxx...jacquelin and reena.. hannors.. they go watch movie.. den we took mrt to plaza.. den saw the queue.. ppl mountain ppl sea siahxxx.. den we all decided go take neos.. wah lau JUN JIE SURE JEALOUS.. HAHAHAHAHA.. =p.. oppsieex.. ahahs.. =X.. got his nasi lemak there mahxxx.. =P.. ahahs.. hope no JDA ppl sees this manx.. hannors.. den they went to bugis to watch show norhxx.. den i went for tuition.. 5 minutes latex.. but marking papers.. so nth much.. ahahs.. den marked a lot bahhxx.. hmmm.. yuan lai left 86 days to my chinese GCE-O paper nia.. hannors.. ahahs.. hao kuai.. thks to he lao shi who COUNTED DOWN.. WAH LAU EH!!! ahahs.. siao liao la.. hannors..hmmm~ den wrote a compo in tuition today.. wellx.. bo bian.. si han summore.. yeppx..ahahs.. hmmm.. den fone was realli quiet today..=D.. hannors.. my dear today go watch movie wid grace.. watch i do i do bahx? wellx.. so gd.. i wanna watch show aso canot.. biiangx.. ahahs.. nehmind!! later she lai suan wo niaoxx..=D.. hmmm~ ahahs.. den class end liao, v hungry jiu go mac eat eat.. den later wanted to take red line den NEL.. wait for the train, so hot, so pek chek, so long.. come liao.. more packed than any train i ever been to.. sardines in a can man.. but i din get in.. i went out of the station againx..hannors.. den found out reena and jac still outside, so went home together.. at least not so lonely bahxx.. thks to my two meis not sian.. if not go there and back will stone all da way =D..ahahs.. thks ar!.. yeppx.. den later reena dropped at hougang.. jac dropped at sengkang.. hannors.. den i took lrt back home.. ahahs..den did some housework bahx today.. hannors.. ahahs.. den my sis tok tok to wo narhx.. she say her pal, aaron ask her to b his "gf" to tell reject a ger la.. den she ask wo if should cox her unofficial stead, zi kai mayb not happy.. den i say, "wah lau, plz la.. when a guy in an rs, he would b realli afraid of losing his one.. sure say no one he.. bet?" den the reply came back as a no, but he said it was up to her too.. den my sis said, "den i tell aaron yes bahx, den i tell zi kai no.." den i was v pissed wid her attitude lorx.. hannors.. i now support zi kai.. she jux doesn't noe how a guy in an rs feel bahx.. ya norhx.. put urself in his shoes u aso sure feel insecure de wad.. hannors.. den i scolded her la.. yeppx.. told her a guy in an rs needs assurance and security, they aso v protective de.. sure damn easily jealous.. i read zi kai's reply aso noe he v jealous.. hannors.. ahahs.. it's a guy thing bahx.. so gers out there, heed this advice manxx.. ahahs.. my sis in the wrong.. ya norhxx..wellx.. tt's basically more or less everything tt happened today bahxx.. hmmmx.. k lorx.. takkaire le wor da jia~~ cheers~~!

llLiN2XuAnll

Suteki Da Ne

2005-03-04T02:18:00.000-08:00

yoyoxx da jia~~! ahahs.. paiseh ar, hen jiu mei you lai update lerhxx.. hannors.. bz in skool wad.. yeppx.. ahahs.. wellx, MARCH LE LEHX... biiang ehxxxx... ahahs.. feb over niaoxx.. sho fast fast neixx.. hannors.. ><.. ahahs.. wellx.. today quite a short day for wo bahhxx?? hannors.. miniusing the fact i found out my teacher pian xing towards wo.. tmd.. ahahs.. =X.. jkjK~.. hmmm~ went for cca.. no more kick le.. as in i play badminton now like have no purpose at all bahxx.. ahahs.. perhaps my only purpose is to train up my other juniors.. hmmm.. they all must zhen qi ar.. play until likkdat.. hannors.. ahahs.. hmmm.. been rather tough on them bahxx.. sorry worx if u all see this.. ya.. =D..aint cox i'm sadistic or wad, but realli is tt u all nid to buck up to do wellx in badminton.. hannors.. ahahs.. there is improvement from the sec 3s, not bad.. zai jie zai lI!! =^^=!! ahahs.. hmmm~ hao kuai jiu dao hols!! =))! ahahs.. can at least get a proper break from the stressful life.. ahahs.. hmmmxx... dad and mum maybe going korea together or wad.. not surex.. BOO HOO HOO, I CANT GO!! ahahs.. nehmind, future sure gt a lot more chances de.. hannors.. ahahs.. anyway wanna pei my dear more aso.. wahahs..=P.. bu zhi dao la, but hao xiang ta.. yeppx.. ahahs.. hmmm~ results all got back le.. english paper at last.. wadda hell manx, mok hsu pan kope my paper.. still book my name down.. haiyaaa!! ahahs.. pissed wid him bahxx..hannorx.. hmmm.. man bu jiang li.. nehmind.. jun zhi dong kou bu dong shou..opps.. i dong-ing my shou now to type =X.. HAHAHA.. PsYChE, I jOke! =P!tt's damn damn crippled manx.. buay tahan.. hee hee hee.. ahahs.. siao liao me.. hannors.. can say tt i realli v tired bahxx.. mentally, physically and emotionally.. hao lei hao lei.. ahahs.. hao xiang hui dao guo qu.. =D.. ahahs.. hmmm.. stress-less days.. aiyaa.. wo greedy=P! ahahs.. hmm~~ nxt wk hai you tt thingy .. tt 58th anniversary~ cox not enuff ppl so i da fa ci bei zhi xin, go help them fill seats.. PSyChE i jOke AgAin..~ =P..ahahs..hmm~~ *yawns* today i tink i rest earlier bahxx.. ya norhxx.. ahahas.. wonder wad's for dinner.. din eat anything from breakfast to dinner.. i'm FAMISHED.. ahahs..k la.. shu bu jing yan, yan bu jing yi~ wo jiu ci ge bi~~!! =P..tata everyoness.. takkairex..

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2005-02-27T22:54:00.000-08:00

hihix everyones.. yeppx.. you shi wo~~!=D i would like to start this entry wid a short reflection of my dream last nite~

A dream

What does it mean?
Those three crescents in the skies?
The flames that engulf the airs?
The bridge that brought two souls together?

I don't know myself
I faced a tough decision
There's something about that someone
Something that words can't explain
Things don't always seem what they are
But I have learnt from my dream

No matter how mysterious
No matter what happens
My dream taught me this
Never take things for granted
My mind unknowingly gave me a new initial
Arch

Perhaps a coincedence
Perhaps just a dream
But I understood something
I am not always alone
Along my path in life
Deep in my heart
There's always a special someone

And I believe this dream I had
Is special in a way
It may be my past
Or my future
I don't know
But I do know something
Dear, you mean something to me
I honestly swear it

A dream that started off with an innocent look
It dug deep
It brought to me a new beginning
Something I look into life
My goals aren't far
Neither they are easy to achieve
But the reason of Arch
I believe I am here for a reason

The Bridge
The Night
The Three Crescents
The Flaming Skies
I believe they share something in common
They tell a part of me
Something that I may have forgot
But one thing is for certain
It is telling me a reason for something

Wellx.. pplx.. i jux had a very mysterious dream.. very queer, but i know it ain't just as simple as it seems.. ahahs.. wellx.. so much for divination=).. wellx.. fast aint it? time flies.. ahahs.. now we're on sec 4, second month.. february.. ahahs.. hmmmx.. realli jux felt like ytd i attended the Labrador Camp and we sec 3 integrals were just starting as friends.. now everyone's on their last yr.. i dunno wad to expect for the future either.. but i can say something for certain.. it was really nice knowing u ppl.. it goes out to all my pals knowing me from sec 1 too.. wellx.. i jux wanna thk u guys for always being there.. for being urself..it been a long road in nan chiau, and soon we will all b facing tt paper.. tt day we get out of nchs.. the day we leave our memories behind.. things do always end, Tian shang wu bu shan zhi feng yun, Di wu bu shan zhi yan xi.. the heavens doesn't has clouds that don't scatter and earth doesn't have a gathering tt has no ending.. but i realli cherish every moment spent together.. Real friendship knows no boundaries and a little contradicting but this is realli the fact but real and true pals last forever.. i promise u.. wellx, can't believe it.. time realli moves so fast.. everyone's going up so fast too.. i jux wish u all luck.. sec 4s, all gambatte! time to work hard le worx.. ya.. hand in hand, let's conquer GCE-Os and bring the glory for ourselves.. as for my juniors.. work hard and jia youx.. badminton team would b incomplete without u guys in there too.. work hard to strive.. picked up from where we left behind and one day i am sure we would see our badminton team doing v wellx.. and those juniors, i thks u toox.. for coming into my life.. Leaves may scatter, many ppl walk in and out of ur lifes, but true friends leave footprints in ur hearts.. yeppx.. wellx.. tt's all for today's entry bahx?? a little nostalgic, but everything comes from my heart.. i am glad to know everyone.. takkaire ya??

llLiN2XuAnll (*^____^*)V

26022005

2005-02-26T19:37:00.000-08:00

heyx heyx everyoness~~! ahahs.. wah seh, usually v hot de hor?? at last today rain quite a bit.. morning and evening aso xia yu~~! =^^=!! ahahs..gd worxx~~! hannors.. stop da forest fires..piece of shit, kip polluting da air manx.. ahahs.. hmmm~~wellx.. let's get back to recent matters.. today hor, i went on the mrt narhx, den actualli wanted walk deeper to the last few carriages de, den later hor, got 2 baby prams blocked my way.. i paiseh to ask them to move.. den i stand at the metal part connecting the 2 carriages together.. den stand there for a while.. den saw a familiar figure approach wo.. ZIJIE.. omg.. i was surprised-ded..ahahs.. hannors.. den he took the mrt wid me to plaza sing, chat chat a lot norhxx.. oh ya, zijie.. today wear until quite nice worx~~! ahahs.. hannors..den later hor, SAW JOYCE.. ahahahahahahs.. am chio there.. omg.. ahahs.. XD.. zijie pretend din see anyone.. ahahs..hmm~~! =D.. den din noe tt take mrt would take so fast de.. den he drop first.. den i go to clark quay for tuition norhxx.. got onto 33 today.. yeppx..ahahs.. den nearly missed the stop.. daydreaming as usual..ahahs.. hmm~=).. den reached fu lu shou complex very early..den saw an uncle sitting on a wheelchair.. one leg amputated liaox.. den v kelian, he selling tissue paper.. den i went over and asked him, "duo shao?" he said, "2 for 1 dollar" and i was like O.O daylight robbery seh~~!! ahahs.. but i still gave it to him la.. hmmm.. broke liao.. spent my last dollar.. left with 30 cents, 2 packets of tissue and feeling happy i managed to help him outx.. ya norh..ahahs..den reached fu lu shou complex around 2 o clock when my tuition supposed to be at 2.30.. so hanged around.. sms-ed xuan, den she wid her cousins, so din bother her, went walking and searching around the whole place.. v interesting.. yeppx.. hmmm.. den walk walk walk walk.. hen kuai hen kuai jiu dao 2.30 lerhx.. den today change classroom.. den today's lesson is very fun bahxx.. i laugh-ded in the lesson.. hao hao wan worx~~! ahahs.. hmmm~~! den went home tt time called zj, den found out tt he going home later than wo.. den i came out of fu lu shou complex hou hor.. see my bus chao away.. i muttered some hokkien poems as usual..=P..ahahs..den i walked from there to little india mrt station.. den took an mrt.. saw another nchs person.. biiang ehx.. small world sehx.. ahahs.. but i stank, sweat too much bahhxx.. ahahs.. hmmm~~~ den reached home le see wanna rain hou den sms my dear.. muz takkaire yaa..hmmm~~ ahahs.. oh yaaa~ den my neighbour came and fix-ded my com.. so now i got 2 coms~~!! wahahas.. i tinking of asking him to get for me a webcam..ahahas..=P..hmmM~~ now i listening to my blog music.. hao hao ting worxx.. ya norhxx.. ahahs.. k la.. tt's all for today.. tml my tuition damn early.. 8.30 must reach there liaoxxx.. ahahs..hmmm.. k la.. takkaire everyoness~~!!! tata~~ *tis post quite long horrrx??*=)..

llLiN2XuAnll(*^______^*)V
http://soaringwinds.blogspot.com

Paiseh

2005-02-25T02:29:00.000-08:00

sorry worx everyoneess~~!! hao jiu meix lai xie le..hannors..ahahs..hope all of u hav been okay bahxxX?? hannors.. ahahs.. recently common test v sian, kope up so much time and i noe tt my chem fail ding le..hannors..cham ar cham..ahahs..jux change-ded my blogskin, so paiseh ar everyonex.. a lot of things still donch habx yetxx.. ahahs.. hmmmx.. wellx.. i nid all of u guys to tell me ur blog addresses so i can start linking u peeps againxx.. ahahs.. hannors.. sowwie arr everyonees~~! ahahs.. hmmmx.. tagboard would b up soonx i guess.. ahahs.. wahx, tis wk damn hell stressed bahxx.. hannors.. at last fridayx, ahahs.. buay tahan.. so long liao, den aso a lot of things happen~~ ya norhx.. like i and my dear crossed our 3rd month lex.. ahahs.. how i spent valentine day? dun believe it, i tot i was going to see a movie, ended up toking a lot ahahs.. and din catch da movie.. ahahs.. hmmx~~ hope my dear likes her presents though.. ahahs.. hmmm~~! feb ending soonx le worx.. march hols coming soonx too.. ahahs.. tink i going to cut hair soon again bahxx.. yeppx.. ahahs.. tired niaoxx.. march hols i must at least catch a movie!! AT LEAST.. ahahs..hmmmx..hopefully my results turn out alright for my common tests, so at least can lac a bit.. ahahs.. hmmmx.. wellx.. stop here first bahxxX?? ahahs.. takkaire everyonesss~~!!! tata~ will update soonxx..

I'M FINE, STRONG!

2005-01-15T01:51:00.000-08:00

Hey everyonesss!! wo hao le!! HAHAHAHA.. at last man.. writing here again..paiseh wor and thks for ur concerns ppl~ i'm ok le! i'm bacccckkK!! HAHAHAH..okok~~let me update ya'll on the situations around.. TML 16TH LE!! ahahs.. dear, rmb check ur friendster second account..yeppx..ahahs..hmm~ nowadays stress and pressure is realli rising.. a lot of us now i'm sure aso facing such pressure especially if you'll like me is sitting for the GCE-Os this yr! ahahs.. but why not let's make the best outta it?? we got a 4 month hols waiting for us summore!! HAHAHAH..so happi!!..budden hard work first ofcoz!ytd was badminton practise again and again and again.. gawd..ahahs..hmmm..monday is my competition le..my last yr.. i will give it my 100% or more!! YA!! ahahs..i plomise!! i will pia until my last breath de..=^^=.. den ytd played doubles accidentally whacked alden in an aerial crash.. gawd.. full swing on the forehand landed on his shoulder.. REALLY SORRY WOR BROTHER! budden i aso whacked myself somewhere where the sun dun shine and it realli hurt so much..XD..DUN WORRY i'm still a guyXD..ahahs..hw is on the rise..i realli wish my pocket money would rise like the hw=D...ahahahs!!! jkJk~..ahahs..hmmm~ wah..pressure intense man! yeppx..last yr i piaing everything le!! ahahs..hmmm~~! den i should slp earlier everyday.. oh ya..darwin better too..ya.. he ar..blardy hell! slp 1.30 say early..siao kia..must slp earlier ar bro.. ya.. ahahs..=D..hmmm..everyone in their critical yr plz listeeen UP! takkaire of urself..cox when ur body and mind is down.. you're going down too! kip in the pink of health!! yeppx..!! kkiez!! i brb!! chatting so busily=X..ahahs..takkaire everyonesssss!!!!!!

LIN2!

these days..

2005-01-05T22:30:00.000-08:00

hey everyone..long time since i got in another entry..school started not long ago.. though most of the days are enjoyable but i got to admit, it is not onli stressful but realli tiring too.. i participated a 100% or even more for every lesson.. but i dun have enuff slp i guess.. recently have been getting frequent headaches and fell sick too.. in class sometimes realli buay tahan.. but i still did my best to stay focused, constantly reminding myself to focus on my outcome.. i now realise sayin something is easy but acheiving it isnt easy at all.. so much troubles and so many distractions dragging u back.. the goals i have set seems so much further than b4.. but a leader must have resilience.. i am proud to say i have done my best to ensure me learning, i have been making improvements and doing my best to stand out in the surroundings and helping out like a true leader.. but recently there are so many tiring days for me..my mental powers are deteorating every single second tt has been passing by.. i dun even have the focus to finish a plate of chicken rice..how bad could it get? den i facing so many probs recently i realli cant figure out sometimes wad am i focusing at.. why did i change.. what do i realli wan in life.. can i meet up with my expectations? can i really achieve those goals i set for myself? can i realli do so much more? i have realli been pondering a lot and a lot.. den recently i aso not gd to cx, den she ytd bad mood..she aso injured, realli wan her to takkaire.. ya.. hmmm.. den ytd badminton aso kip losing, focus not there.. kip having headaches.. eat aso eat bu hao, slp aso slp bu hao.. ytd homework aso supposed to do, but came home den i slp le..so tired..today morning i 4 to 5 plus my mum suddenly turn on the light and i was like.. so fast going skool le aR? den later is she lost something and she wanted to start finding.. den turn on the light so bright.. slp aso cannot slp properly.. den woke up even more tired than ytd.. but i made a point tt today ish better than ytd, early morning saw cx.. was reali happi norhx.. den go class hai hao.. hmmm.. den pe tt time quite happi grow tall by 3 cm, den saw cx again.. but she like sian sian likdat.. den i, duno how to say... ya.. den later ran around the skool one round.. hmmm.. den in lessons, i have been doing my best to take notes, focus.. but i kip rushing ytd's work, coz haven finished.. den missed a bit of a math lesson.. i a bit regret but bo bian.. if i dun finish den sure tio meh.. den heard got ting xie! i was like..fug la, sure die already today.. den got headache summore.. recess, i ate a bit den go up to hall to play the piano alone.. guess i needed some time alone.. den played the songs i knew.. now i noe y they said silence sometimes is golden.. realli enjoyed my time.. but after i going back class..den headache again.. hmmm.. den after skool supposed to go back wid cx.. den went down to eat, den later eat around 3/4 le, den din feel right.. den i din finish it.. den went home wid cx.. she kept quiet so much i feel bu zhi zai..den tried to start converse, but all ended so fast.. hiyo..den she went home so fast.. den i slowly walked back to the lrt station and stuff.. punched many stuff.. vented anger in the lift.. but i calmed down, why should i do these? i mean it is like, i could change my point of view man.. calm down and start reflecting.. wellx..tt's all for now bahx.. ya..takkaire pplx..

Life is precious ppl..

2004-12-28T06:13:00.000-08:00

hey there everyonex~ tis ish lincoln..i have jux seen the news on the Tsunami caused by the quakes.. u can choose to read on or leave, coz i wanna give my reflection..wellxz, it's like the death toll is already rising over 50k, approaching 60k.. it's like u could jux lose ur family or ur closest pals jux like tt.. in an instant.. personally my coach is in chennai, and i fear for his safety.. thankfully he's fine.. tis tragedy has struck many countries, it has destroyed many lifes and family.. shattered many friendships and also taken away as many dreams, happiness and hopes.. i wanna take tis opportunity to tell everyone, these things are den the real things tt realli snatch away ur life or hopes, ur closest ppl u share ur wonderful life wid.. not ur stupid lousy grades or wad.. *no offence ppl* i jux wan to put a point straight.. life is realli precious.. treasure every single person u noe.. becoz u never noe when they would be taken away from u.. the last person u are angry wid may be gone the next minute.. u may live to regret.. and count urself lucky tt it didn't take ur life away.. i would like to express my condolences to all the affected ppl.. and i would like everyone down here to understand..live life to ur fullest, becoz u never noe when it ends.. treasure the ppl around u and let them noe they matter, becoz u never noe when they would be gone.. and for those shattered ppl, or depressed ones who have given up on themselves, stand up again.. these ppl die, but they chose not to, and those of u tinking of ending ur lives, i believe they would gladly trade it back..fuck u if u wanna end ur life, be ashamed of urself, fuck all ur exam grades that u failed, the past dun equal to the future, fuck all ur fucking failed relationships, they are not ur life, fuck those who are weak, thinking of ending ur life!? have u tot abt the ppl around u tt cares for u? u matter, everyone matters in tis world, dun give up on urself.. now everyone, this bulletin is here to let all of u be aware of reality, the truth and also it is dedicated to the victims or the related victims, u have my condolenses.. and those ppl who still are drowning in self pity, pull up ur socks and live life to its fullest, coz it is alone so precious and fragile.. ok, thks for reading ppl! hope u all dun mind.. takkaire everyonexz..and gd nite~

CUT

2004-12-13T01:24:00.000-08:00

heyheyx every0nes!! =)..feeling a lot better and much better than usual, *even though body is realli almost totally worn out* =D..ahahs ya..last wk wed, fri got cca, sat go for jogging, sun go for yoga.. wah biang ehxz..say not tired is aso bluffing myself=D..ahahs..den ytd's yoga was damn damn enjoyable ahahs..very fun..went wid jankin onli..my mum wasnt there today..hannors..den did a lot of exercises, the worst was the jack knife..>.<..today my abs damn pain..luff aso pain, sneeze aso pain, cough aso pain, try bending it will shiver..ahahs=D..tt cham man..hannors..=D..budden ytd's meditation i felt damn gd..duno y..ahahs..hannors..den balance was wonderful ytd..guess i was tinking of nth..hannors=D..hmmm~ denxz went to mac wid jankin..had a dinner/supper..ya..den today morning went to skool..got dental appointment and aso sun pian get my bks..yaaa~ den bought my bks first..den i asked nic lee help me carry for a while..suddenly he swing swing swing swing and guess waD? the whole plastic bag of bks came right at me and the sharp edges slit my right eye area..the pain is realli >...<..budden still damn pain..okay la! everyones takkaire!! =)..buhbyex and god bless..enjoy ur remaining hols and in case i forget......EVERYONE!! BE-EARLY MERRY CHRISTMAS! may all ur dreams and wishes come true and tt santa gives u pressies!!=)..ahahs..kkiez.buhbye everyones..!!

12/08

2004-12-08T05:59:00.000-08:00

hihixz pplz~!! ahahs..hmmm..today is a very eventful day for me..went for cca..i tot today got match budden in the end the other party din turn up..den we had internal competition..den i lost my match to teck soon, 15-13, 13-15, 4-15..ya..den played a second round.. den i played wid a sec 1..tt's where i was enlightened for today..i had to play wid a sec 1..den i learnt so much from him..his skills is realli CMI one, canot make it, budden he fought on..he had many luffs and jeers.. budden he still fought on wid the same determination, strength, courage and fighting spirit..the first set went away wid 15-0.. i was ashamed..i was like, even if i won him, wad would be my glory? i technically wid my skills could win, budden could my character and spirit win such a person? now, tt's truly questionable..if i and him are on equal parring of skills, he would win me..his focus on the game is unbelievable.. i put myself in his shoes and found tt i would feel v dejected wid so many ppl luffing.. and very scared facing such a strong opponent..budden he stood strong..he went on wid the match..and the second set ended wid a 15-1.. he got one point at least.. he won it fair and square.. ya..den after the match i shook his hand and thked him for a wonderful game..den went to report to my coach..told him abt the score..he nodded and asked me to take a break, budden i told him i wanted to do the forfeit..den he asked me why.. i told him, tt guy is stronger than me.. his eyes opened rather huge.. den i explained..with skills, i am much superior,but his fighting spirit and eyes tell me i am close to nth on mental terms..den i said, i am ashamed and wanna do the forfeit..den he nodded understandingly and i carried on.. after tt i had dinner wid alden.. he had his toe fractured and didnt have a gd time at badminton.. we had chicken rice..i did all the buying as he is injured..hannors..den went home..called cx, den tok tok a while..glad tt she enjoyed herself so much today during fliming...made so many new pals, rode a motorbike..ya norhxz..ahahs..realli happi for her..den later met wid her online..den chat chat a while den maybe i said something wrong..den she sad..den went offline..den i went to tok to her..den sms-ded a bit..den in the end aso did nth much..angry wid myself and quite fan now.. it is quite significant anyway.. 12/08, 08/12.. farkup days for me.. my birthdays and dates related to it are cursed.. damn hell farked up.. i hope tml onwards would be much better..she doesnt realli unds me..wellxz..nvm bah... i stop here. takkaire pplz.. god bless u all k? ya..

JuX AbT lIfE DuRiNg tHE HoLs

2004-12-02T07:13:00.000-08:00

hey hey pplz~!! i am jux here to update abt life throughout the hols~!! yeah!! ahahs=D..anyway current track i listening=> H.O.T- Song for a lady.. damn long din listen to it le..ahahs..hear liao think it still retains it's original beautiful tune and lyrics.. though it's korean i tink it should b very meaningful and aso fits the melodious, sad, romantic tune for Qiu tian de tong hua..hannors..u all should try n listen if u haven listened to it b4! damn nice.. ahahs..yeah.. hmmM~ life during this hols? always been on the waves.. sometimes damn nice and high sometimes it does a lil dip in the waters.. hmmm, it has realli been affecting my mood quite a bit bah..yeahz..wellxz, cx so sick, hope she recovers soonx..yeah..ahahs..tml still got cca..biang eh, tis wk i go badminton 3 times leix! not sian aso becum sian ar..=D..ahahs..no la, actually quite enjoyable..*minus the falling down parts=.= wid those excrutiating cramps* ahahs..hmmm~ nowadays feeling quite lethargic at times worxz..ya, not so focus..mayb i should realli slp much earlier=D..ahahs yeah.. hmmm~~ realli hope u guys have been doing well in tis hols..=D.. for those next yr sec 4 ppl, listen up~! enjoy tis hols~! den later pia le wor!! jia you neix u all! gambatte neix!! =)..ahahs..hmmm~ still got many many tings to say..so many things to pour out=D..ahahs budden shu bu jing yan, yan bu jing yi~ so wun say so much le la..if not v draggy=D..ahahs..hannors..wellx, tink tml skipping lunch again bah? now v full, jux eaten my dinenr not long ago>.<..ahahs..still got sushi neix! wah biang..now v v v full le..=Dahahs..=P..hmmm, dad's goin overseas le..ahahs..hope he enjoys his trip..hannors..ahahs..kkiez la, i v tired liao, hope u all rest well too, and dun fall sick wor!! take gd care k guys? *esp.x2* ahahsXXD..kkiez la~! thks for taking time out to read ya?? arigato gozaimasu~! =)..k, blog agains some other time..till den!! ciao~~! (*^___^*)V

Primary skool gathering~!

2004-11-29T05:06:00.000-08:00

YoYoXzZ da Jia~! ahahs.. wootx~! went for class gathering today! budden ish my primary skool gathering neix..hannors..wah, rush-ded from home den went there, enjoyed quite a bit neix~! hannors..den met up wid them, found most of them change sho much niaoxz..all look so matured liao, den all grown up so much..ahahs..hmmm~ spent quite a lot of money today wor~ for the bbq stuff, drinks, den we bought playing cards.. den went back to the chalet and played dai di, black jet, heart attack..ahahs..nice wor.. den everyone suddenly all wanna hear ghost story.. den turn off lights and stuff=)! ahahs..damn cool, den i crapped a story and stuff..hannors..damn fun norhxz..wah sehxz, budden after a while quite bored, den went out for a walk, den li xia pei pei wo.. hannors.. den we went to the sea side there enjoy breeze, den tok tok a lot of things.. den walk walk a bit aso..took fotos of the beautiful sun set skies..hannors..damn nice jiu shi le..yeppz..den stayed dere for v v v long, den go take my bag, den left for tuition..GUESS WAD?! NO TUITION..I WAS CURSING ALL THE WAY..ahahs..=D..nah la..jux buay song..hannors..den waited for my dad..ate mac..yeah..tt's basically all bah..hannor
k la ppl! buhbye le!! takkaire neix..oh ya, cx, takkaire wor..

PaSt FeW DaYsIeS

2004-11-20T04:04:00.000-08:00

'SUP~~~! ahahs, yo everyones~! hope ya'll doin v fine nowadays..ahahs..paiseh *gommenasai neix* so long din updates~! ahahs..wellxz, okay, i update on a few days de~!! start wid 2 days ago~~! thursday~!! yo hoo~! kkiez, on thursday, we left for plaza sing v early in the day to catch a movie.. i went out wid phuay hiang, chu xuan, shi wen, melody and jankin..we were actualli supposed to catcH PRINCESS DIARY II..guess wad ppl? no show..so we went to catch SHUTTERS.. romance and horror..how contradictory..=D..ahahs..anyway shutters is a damn cool show, though i admit it is rather freaky and not for the faint hearted..the sound effects were superb and some scenes are v freaky..hannors..anyway after tt we went to the arcade n stuffx..ahahs..den went home rather early..shutters ish a movie worth watching but plz dun watch if u are afraid, becoz realli scary=D..ahahs..anyway tt's all for thursday, went to cca on fri..DAMN! i din have to go k! wah biang ehxz..all the other ppl in my class go for the chalet first and i stuck there..=D..anyway nvm de la, cai lao shi last day so dun realli mind, would wish him luck in his future endeavours and hope he could achieve his dreams..and plus thanks for taking the badminton guys team for 3 yrs liao..appreciate it alot..*bows*..ahahs..okay, den went for chalet..left around 1/2 hr early onli..reached there around 7pm? yeah..ahahs.. den had bbq..AND I AM NOT GOING TO PLAY THE FRISBEE ANYMORE~! blardy heck, flew out twice and caused so much trouble, on the second time, alden and i had to ride on a stunt bike all the way out of aranda country club to get the blardy thing..ahahs..budden enjoyable, creepy to ride around in the dark so late..hannors..ahahs..den it rained heavily and everyone was drenched, and my bag was also..i was like wth! nvm, den we went to the arcade rather late..den zj lost his fone..ermxz..the following sentences contain explicit content, parental advisory is recommended.. it was hell ok, he got crazy and i realli mean mad.. no kidding pplz..he bashed up the arcade machines yelling at the top of his voice..many "FUCKS" and hokkien censored words flew around ytd..den he hit some trays off the shops outside, and crashed a neo print machine..den the owner of the arcade gave him a lecture, "i noe ur fone is lost, tt's ur problem, our machines need money to buy also, control ur temper" i was pissed by the comment..how can they jux push all the blame back to him? i noe he nids anger management budden wad the fuck man, get a LIFE..ppl is upset, would u like if i grab ur fone? anyway den he got realli mad and scolded them after they left and he started punching on the walls and kicking them..yelling away.. attracted a lot of unwanted attention..den i decided nicholas lee, jankin, jie kai and he should leave immediatedly b4 further harm.. den i was like, "nb, let's go.." den later he asked us to help him find and we were like, "okay sure.." den we did a thorough search on the place..budden couldnt find anything..in the end jankin n lee went away and i and jie kai stayed around the arcade..zj lend my fone to call his parents..den the owners came to tok to me and jie kai..i did most of the negotiations..and they better hold wad they say and promise ok..i told them to lodge a police report after they seen the video..yeppz..hope they realli do..if they dun i will realli b damn pissed and be worse than zj..=P..ahahs..jkjk~ did a lot of toking wid them and explained the situation..den in the end we did a last search b4 we left..den zj walked wid lee to an ulu place while the others followed me..i was cursing all the way..yeppz..den i told them to get zj to a place, calm him down b4 he met us..yeah..den in the end it was settled rather peacefully..hannors..den we went back to the chalet..oh yeah..i wun play the freesbie ever again..god..flew out twice out of the compound~! den i and alden had to pick it up wid a stunt bike, and it was pouring..drenched though..and the bbq was ruined..anyway the chicken wings..ARE BLARDY HELL RAW~! WAH>.<~!!! ahahahs=D..k la.. dun complain, budden real fun..hmm~~ den we went back to chalet play black jack..hannors..budden not real money..dun worry ppl..=D..den play v long while the pplz outside were gaming on dynasty warriors 4..crazy man, we all played till 1 or 2 am den i buay tahan, so went wid alden n zijie to get the ppl on our bed out of the room so we could slp..in the end 5 ppl ended up squeezing into 1 matress..gawd..ahahs..budden v comfy..=) den managed to catch some slp..woke up around 5.53 am..den watched them play dynasty warrior 4, den later felt eyes v pain, den went to slp again, woke up at around 9~! omg i was like, 0_0, so late!?anyway we played around, enjoyed b4 headin for home..yeppz~! then here i am today~!! ahahs..shit, leg got cut now..pain~..ahahs..ok..pplz, takkaire~!!! god bless~! ;)

AT LaSt-DeD

2004-11-16T16:23:00.000-08:00

HiYyOoO~!! ahahs=D..sho long din write le neix.. paiseh ar to everyone out there~! this past 2 wks or so i was alwizz in skool, so mostly nth much happened recently bahz..hannors..onli last nite den at last told someone something..hmmm..feel much betta..ahahs..anyways, tis wk is gonna be rockin~!! ermxz, all nchs bio students, plz be reminded by me to do ur bio proj during the hols, those abt drugs..those in my grps are supposed to do alcohol, i have found out infos on it already so jux do a bit more on research and we will start on the presentations and animations..yeah..anyway finished my bio proj research so far..haven bought my sec 4 thingys..ahahs..must make it a point..hmm~~ this wk monday i and jan went jogging 8 in the morn, jogged from sengakng 159 bus stop to serangoon north ave 4 there..hanors..ahahs..visited to his old house, blk 103, den sat there and chatted v long..den i had a horrible liquified breakfast..all drinks onli=D..first was lemon barley, den strawberry milk, den slurpee..biang ehxz, bthx..=D..ahahs..den afterwards we went to get a fone card to call cx, becoz near her house mahz..ahahs.. we also went around chasing after catsX)~! they sho cute~! ahahs=D..after an action-pack-ded monday, tuesday was more a cooling down day..hannors..ahahs..den today ish for badminton~!! yeah~ cca again~! ^^.. ahahs..ppl must be tinking -___-ll sicko..ahahahs.. no laaa..cca v fun wads..~! hei hei hei~~ =P.. *sighs~* den thursday ish relac day again...FRIDAY, it's time to PAAARRR TTAYYY~! =D.. integral's class chalet~! after my cca going there neix~~! staying over for one nite nias~!sat is coming home nia, tt day hannors.. k la..tis wk is going to be wonderful~~~!! ahahs..stop writing here le! takkaires everyonesss~~!! =) rawk on~! chill~~

LiN2
(*^___^*)V

Song

2004-11-07T05:29:00.000-08:00

擱淺Ge qian
Composer: Jay Chou (周杰倫) Lyricist: Song Jian Zhang (宋健彰)
久未放晴的天空
jiu wei fang qing de tian kong
依舊留著妳的笑容
yi jiu liu zhe ni de xiao rong
哭過
ku guo
卻無法掩埋歉疚
que wu fa yan mai qian jiu
風箏在陰天擱淺
feng zheng zai yin tian ge qian
想念還在等待救援
xiang nian hai zai deng dai jiu yuan
我拉著線
wo la zhe xian
複習妳給的溫柔
fu xi ni gei de wen rou
曝曬在一旁的寂寞
pu shai zai yi pang de ji mo
笑我給不起承諾
xiao wo gei bu qi cheng nuo
怎麼會怎麼會
zen me hui zen me hui
妳竟原諒了我
ni jing yuan liang liao wo
我只能永遠讀著對白
wo zhi neng yong yuan du zhe dui bai
讀著我給妳的傷害
du zhe wo gei ni de shang hai
我原諒不了我
wo yuan liang bu liao wo
就請妳當作我已不在
jiu qing ni dang zuo wo yi bu zai
我睜開雙眼
wo zheng kai shuang yan
看著空白
kan zhe kong bai
忘記妳對我的期待
wang ji ni dui wo de qi dai
讀完了依賴
du wan liao yi lai
我很快就離開
wo hen kuai jiu li kai
Run Aground
The sky that hasn’t cleared up for a while
As usual retains your smile
Cried before
Yet no way to bury guilt
The kite has run aground in the overcast sky
Missing you, still waiting to be saved
I’m pulling the string
Reviewing the tenderness you gave
Loneliness that is insolating
Laughing at me for not being able to give a promise
How come, how come
You unexpectedly forgave me
I can only forever be reading the lines
Reading the hurt I gave you
I cannot forgive myself
Then ask you to regard that I’m already not here
I open my eyes
Looking at the empty space
Forget the expectation you had towards me
Finished reading dependency
I will leave very soon

Ytd~!

2004-11-05T22:06:00.000-08:00

arloxzz peeepps~! aint going to write abt anyting today becoz it gonna be real boring at home today..yeah..not going out..>.<..kkeiz..so i'm gonna write abt wad happened ytd, a more action-packed day..yeppz~~! kkiez, the usual routine, went to skool as usual for the extended learning integrated programme held for all sec 3 students in nchs..hmm~ onli ytd ended around....11.30? yeah, sorta early and had cca at 3~ so went home first..though i pon first 10 minutes of the first lesson=X! was playing badminton at the quadrangle..yeah..weird though..hmmm~ mr. khrishnan took over mrs tan for english as she ish on maternity leave i suppose? *whoo, she ish pregnant again man!! husband "works" hard man=P!!* Kidddding~~ ahahs..kkiez..=D..hmm~ ytd lesson was rather ok, onli real exhausted and kept yawning in class..buay tahan..hmm~ den i realised i ran out of gatsby a month ago..must realli go get liao..~ perhaps a haircut soon too..hmmm.. den met alden and chu xuan at around 2 plus? in hougang mall, went out to eat b4 going to hougang sports hall for cca..buay tahan seh, realli shouldnt have eaten so much..go play badminton tt time v v "zhang"..plus drink a lot of water..>.<..ahahs..yeah budden watched how monfort was training and how they played..i have to admit that their skills are sorta over a higher lvl..somewhere achieveable but onli with a lot of practise..yeah..hmmm~ den we did warm up and footwork from 2 plus till 4! den got court available den we got in for proper training..hannors..den quite short la this training, 2 hrs on court onli..mostly all play doubles and i tink i realli kek my partners until beli cham, i am v v and i mean VERy screwed up in doubles, either i end up stoning or my partner does end up stoning..ahahs..=D..cannot make it..ya..den end up still v rusty coz haven been playing much from the end of my exams..yeah, den quite "laggy"..and v chi dun..hannors..den played wid derek cai in singles and got kicked on the arse, HARD..ahahs..kkiez..lost tt blardy game budden after tt den the coach asked us to train on smashes and cross netting..well interestingly despite the full stomach i managed to wipe away some of the "rust"..ahahs..yeah, den engine at least got started up bah~! ahahs..den played wid teck soon, 1st or 2nd singles seed in skool..yeah..won him 15-5 and the second game the coach asked us to play till 8 points and when he said tt we were on like..6-6..den i pia la..ending it in 8-6..wootx..tt feeling was wonderful man..could at last beat him again*lost ot him consecutively since the end of my exams*..ahahs..happy la~! budden after everything got back injury again, den v pain ytd..hmmm~ den walked home wid cx and alden la~ den cx go take her 156, alden and i go take the mrt homexz~ ahahs..hannors..den go home, go online den got a lot of problem lorxz..luther again buay song cx..wad's his prob man..hmmm~ so many probs de..i aso wei they all fan ar..yar..hmmm~ wun realli go into details though..yeah..den today cx actually ask wo if wan go for free movie wid grace they all, den mum dun let coz rather late..hannors..i aso tink i betta dun go though, tt lute later angry again..hmmm~ yar..now cx should b doing presentation bah? yeah, hope she's doing fine, must present her grp's product to the Prime minister worxz~! v dua leixz..ahahs..kkiez..hmm~ si bei sian nowz..kkiez..takkaire everyonessss~! nxt time write again..OH YEAH, hopefully nxt wk will go out wid ms lie, aaron, cherlyn and corrine they all for a game of badminton..realli nid to buck up~ yeah..ahahs..kkiez.nxt time den add on~! buhbye le guys~!!!

Yoxz~~!

2004-11-01T21:25:00.000-08:00

heyxz everybodyxz~!! =^^=! long time din update liao~ hmmm~ hopez all of u have been kwelxz and chilling out for now it ish hols time!! =^^=! BoOyA~~! =D ahahs..kkiez~~ basically for today, went back to skool for extended learning integrated programme..for all sec 3 lvls, yeppz..dunno y budden now enjoy studying worxz~!!hmm~~! yeppz, supposed to write tis ytd budden too tired so this entry is for ytd aso~! Kkiez~~ ytd also had skool *gosh* yeppz, den was released around 1230? yeah, den went out after i came home, *had 2 boxes of takoyaki! -yumss!-* ahahs..met chu xuan, grace and jankin at compasspoint first before we went out..hannors, den we went to kovan to take neoprints!! *3rd time in my life-__-ll* ahahs..yeppz..turned out rather well, everyone looked cool~! ahahs..budden the worst thing was tt we had to go gym and it was hell of a storm outside..den chu xuan and grace each had an umbrella, so i and chu xuan shared one, jankin and grace shared another and we pia all the way den we rested under a block and tell u wad..before we even left the mrt station for 5 minutes? we were already drenched..4.55 den the rain stopped..den we quickly made our way to the gym~! yeppz~! den we stayed there till around 6? yeppz..met tong yong there, sec 3 a class.. he taught us how to train on weights as he was a regular there..it was hell of no joke man..ahahs..hmmm~ yeah, damn tiring day and did around 1km on the treadmill, spd 12..yeppz..din lyke it though, pants kept dropping as it was way wet and damp..so kept pulling..ahahs..yeppz..~! ytd was a damn hell of eventful day man~! ahahs..=D..yeppz..aiyah later still hab to go out..tired-ded-ded ar..ahahs..yeppz..~~~ kkiez la, now stop adding here le..ahahs, nxt time add again.. kkiez pplz~! takkaire!! god bless u guys~! hab a nice day~!

SIGNINGGG OFF~!
LIn2(*^____^*)v

Last day in mavis-final departure-

2004-10-30T01:21:00.000-07:00

heyheyx pplz, alas this fateful day has arrived..today 30/10/04 is the last day of my path in mavis tutorial centre.. went for my chinese lesson today at 1 pm, it was pushed forward..yeah..ahahs..kayz..let's get to business, i aint happy abt it at all..hmmmz..when going there i was reading a bk, den tripped on a straicase becoz read until too "lu shen"..ya..den when going to go up the stairway den i meet denise, both smile and say hi..tok a while later den both got into class..a few ppl were present onli..*as usual lee wasnt there, jankin quitted earlier, nxt yr den join back* ya..den left 9 ppl in the class..when i entered, i felt a huge pang, i wun be seeing these things soon..and maybe never will be stepping to any where near there ever again.. den saw lee lao shi, he seemed more haggard than he was b4 and i actualli noticed he did cut his hair though he was a little unshaven.. he greeted us ever-so-cheerfully and immediatedly brought smiles to everyone in class..i sat down at my usual place and touched the table..den he passed us some wrkshts to do and cracked some jokes along the way.. i did laugh though it was lame but behind the smiles of lee lao shi i could sense a certain tinge of sadness and reluctance as he would not be taking us nxt yr and i also will not b taking mavis anymore..behind my laughter were sorrows, reluctance and also a shattered heart adding to my already piercing memories..he too seemed a little "off" today and so was i..i completed his wrkshts as fast as i could and he cracked some jokes along the way.. den we had a competition with points on the wrksht and for the first time i was nervous tt i culd not score or b the best in class, last opportunity to prove myself.. i pia and did the best i could for every exercise now, i left no stones unturned..and finally i looked at the scoreboard, i actualli topped the class..i won..and i felt v v v contented that i could leave as his best student in tt class so far..den suddenly i looked at the time..2.47..he said -translation-"class, i dun tink we can finish the exercise today, so finish till page 4 can le.." den i was like =(..y must it end so fast? my last lesson, y cant it take centuries? den he calculated the marks n stuff, i came in first, den denise den another guy.. den he rubbed away the board and i checked my watch again-2.55pm-den he turned around and said-translation-"any questions class?" i felt another hard pang, the last time i could ask him anything.. we all shook our heads..tears welled up in my eyes and i remained rather silent..den he rubbed the board again den suddenly he said -translation- "okay, class, i got one more thing to tell u.."..a long pause before he said, "thank you for being my students.." tt part ar, i tell u i nearly cry ok..biang ehxz..den he cracked a joke"thks for coming to my concert for so long le"..i smiled broadly and nodded..=')..den he finally said those dread-ded words.."ok class, if no questions, u may leave.." i was like..*can dun a not?* den i got up first, den some tears in my eyes i went up to lee lao shi and extended my hand.."lee lao shi, xie xie.." "xie xie ni zhe 3 nian zhao gu wo.." den i gave a smile..he smiled back and told me, "my pleasure, nxt yr tough yr, must study hard" den he patted me on my shoulder..den wid a swish, i left the class thru the door.. *never going to step back* i told myself, *last day* den i slowly took my time to walk out..saw Mr. Ong come out from a class den he and i high fived for the last time..den i said, "mr. ong, my last day in mavis" he nodded and said, "grown up so much, work hard for next yr.." i smiled and waved before going down the stairs..took out my fone and slowly walked down the steps..admired ever single detail and stuff...den reminscience those days in mavis, those endless nights and afternoons seem to jux come to an abrupt stop.. those bonds and close friendships are jux broken by a departure..i strolled down and silently hoped to see some of my past teachers along the way budden god seemed to be working against me..no teachers appeared..flashes of old pasts went thru my mind..joy n laughter jux seemed to disappear..fade away..budden i felt tt mavis would b somewhere in my heart..alwizz and for eternity..when i reached the ground floor, denise and the other ger bade farewell, den i went up to denise and asked her for her number..den at first she like silent silent, den i was like err...den she told me her no. and asked for mine den i was like o-kayy..den we walked back slowly norhxz..went thru heartland mall and den she said she wanted to buy something to eat and den went to a queue in Old chang kee.. i was lyke "should i wait?", den i jux waited anyway..den she and i started toking norhxz..she asked if i was takin bus home..den i said no, mrt..den she said anyway she had to walk thru the underpass, so we jux walked together and tok norhxz..den song her until halfway onli den went down to mrt le..den i looked at the sign "Kovan" i was like *damn, not going to see this for a damn long time*..den got into the mrt..den when i got to the lrt station i saw the other ger, choon min..den i was like "eh hi~" den she smiled and waved back..ahahs..den i asked her for her number also and email..den going to add her soonx..i realize that strangers onli b real close or ever frens onli when departure..and many ppl dun realli cherish wad they have, wasted their time..onli when things come to an end then they realize how much it does mean to them..fwens and strangers and teachers and mr ng, the principal in mavis, good luck in ur future endeavours..take good care of urselves..thks for being there for me..appreciated it..memories shall be held close to me..if our paths crosses in the future i hope we do be real gd pals..=).. adios~ wo take the final departure first..the seperation of ways..*bows low* thks everyone.. ahahs..jux rmb if u wanna find me or anything u can alwizz tag my board or perhaps jux sms or give me ur email, we shall kip in touch..Kayxz! tt's all for today nowz..thks everyone for reading!! =^^=..may god bless u and watch over u ppl!..buhbye!!

Today +3 days ago~!

2004-10-28T23:13:00.000-07:00

HELloO~! ahahs..howz have u pplz been?? fine i hopex!! kkiez..basically tis wk is all abt post examination activities..damn sian..monday was still kinda alright..we watched 2 movies..v nice!! ahahs..tues i forgot wad activities we had..wed was singing the skool song, or rather practising!! ahahs=D..den today was training to move to new class n back to hall..den moved to our new classroom worxz..hmm..become so much smaller lerhxz..sianz..ahahs..budden nxt yr in 4 integral! so happi! ahahs..hmm~ biang! today v paiseh!! in class we discussing abt the chalet..ms neo was briefing us den i and luther they all toking abt parent meeting session den suddenly i wanted to tok to ms neo and i called her, "mummy" I WAS LIKE O_O..OMG! DID I ACTUALLY SAY TT?! everyone started luffing and i sho blardy paiseh wor!biang eh! ahahs..budden in the end whole day ms neo become my mummy le..=D..ahahs..hannor! hmm~! den today went for a maths in mavis, 3rd last day there le..v sad..ahahs..budden still v xiao sha de walk out of the tuition hall even though a little depressed at first..ahahs..oh yar i tink i still not nan ren enuff wor!! >.<..dun dare ask ppl for ..ahahs..=D! jk la~ kkiez budden feel a little shi bai..hmm~~ anyway tml skool starts at 8.40, prize giving..den later got parent meeting session..amazingly not even nervous! bwahahs! pro niaoxz..hei hei~! ahahs..=D..kkiez larhxz..i tink i nid to rest soon~! so stop here first!! =^^=..takkaire pplz!!! god bless u all!

Dedication

2004-10-25T02:41:00.000-07:00

ahahs..heyxz heyxz everyones!! =^^=" sorry wor everyone, so long din update niaoxz~! ahahs..kkiez, wo today update! erms, ok, kuan yu my tagboard hor, please, suan wo qiu u all, dun gib wo heartattack liao, my tagboard not warzone lai de, sho dun quarrel there ar! thks kkiE? ahahs..*ArIgAtO!!* ahahs..yeppz, well, few days passed by kinda quickly, a little to fast for my liking..oh yeah, ppl attending same class as me in mavis hor, sorry wor nxt yr i not going to join it liao..and i would like to dedicate part of this to Mavis Tutorial Centre! Mavis, it was something rather new to me when i was around primary5. i jux joined the centre as newbie..new to surroundings, rmb-ded i was taught by Mr. Heng, Ms Ng*now mrs jeremiah* and Mr Anthony Ng.. They were real friendly and i started mixing around wid other ppl from other skools~ made loads of friends, and have gained quite an amount of confidence in the centre whu matured me to who i am today~yrs passed as quickly as the winds, soon i was in secondary 3.. taught by Mr Jason Ong, Ms Angie Lie, Ms Teo, Lee Lao Shi..sec 2 was quite a bad yr for me, budden sec 3 was like a dream yr..it was one of the best yrs in my life..met so many close pals to me, so many nice ppl and i can still rmb those fun times and lame jokes we shared..those luffs and smiles of both teachers n pupils would b imprinted in me and those who made a difference in my life are truly remembered.. sec 3 is one heck of a fun yr! i can say all of u made it possible, without u guys there, nth would b fun.. but as i believed, gd things never realli last long.. I was under lee lao shi for 5 yrs and many teachers i jux had this yr were jux going to be history.. becoz the fact sank to me tt i am going to leave mavis now..after 5 yrs of my life there..1/3 of my life..i now would like to take this opportunity to thk all the teachers and my frens there.. u guys are the best! no one ever showed me the way so well..if i could back in time and make another choice i believe i would still choose the same path, the same way.. THANK YOU ppl deep from my heart, those beautiful moments we shared and cultivated..those bonds and friendships shall be kept close to me..thks ur all for being in my life, or adding those beautiful and tasty flavours to it..i would jux wanna say good luck in ur future endeavours, take gd care of urself, kip in touch if possible, u guys are the best.. i love u all, both teachers n students.. perhaps if our paths cross in the future we would meet again, but if we dun, jux rmb tt u are all still kept v v v close to me, i dun wan to leave but i believe a new chapter of my life realli awaits me.. let those memories and happy times linger .. it is realli my fortune, i dunno wad gd i did last life but i believe meeting u all is one of the best things tt ever happen.. yeah..takkaire ya u guys.. realli would miss u all de..my teachers, thks for standing by me for so long and imparting those wonderful skills of urs.. i realli believe from p 5 that u guys are the best, my role models to even an extend..and those caretakers in mavis, sorry uncles, cant meet u all again le..enjoyed toking to u all a lot..Mr sany, ms teo, mrs jeremiah, mr ng, mr ong, mr heng, ms lie, ms teo, lee lao shi and many more i hereby realli take a last bow to u..*bows* thks for guiding me all this while.. pity our fate is jux so short..hopefully future could meet u guys..yeah =')..u guys now takkaire ya..nxt wk last wk in mavis le..miss u all....*tight hugs*.. kkiez..sorry pplxz, i realli need to express my feelings here.. thks loads for reading.. takkaire too, and god bless..may god watch over u all and also mavis..

Good luck to my pals, frens and teachers/pals/crappers in mavis!! luv u guuys! ='')..
LiN2(*^__^*) Miss u all..

ReFlEctIoN

2004-10-21T06:23:00.000-07:00

Hey hEYXZ~~! ahahs..xuan, k la, i aso tink a little backdated, so now i update norhxz! ahahs..kkiez..past 3 days a lot of things happen bah? tink xuan will agree wid wo..ahahs..yeppz..plus ytd was quite a shitty day for me, almost everything went wrong or even bad! gawsh! ahahs..ytd was rather rusty at cca..damn shit..every match play aso lose, den suay somemore, toe nail bend..damn pain..ahahs..heck la, den did PT.. frog jump..siao siao..ahahs..bth my coach..si bian tai..>:(! ahahs..den ytd went to mr gan's tuition, wootx! learning differentiation ytd..first principal on differentiation is kinda long winded, much easier by the method to obtain dy divided by dx..yeppz..interesting..den today in a maths learn permutation and combination..hmm~ quite confusing at first becoz got restriction..budden tink got quite used to it..slowly managed to tink in the way of the permutation, haven really touched on combination..hmmm..quite chim narhxz..yeppxz..budden managable i guess!! quite boring ar? ahahs..i aso tink so, anyway i gtg la..no inspiration to write=D..kkiez..takkaire guyssss!!! buhbye!! god bless!!

SkAting~~

2004-10-17T22:20:00.000-07:00

WhaZZuP EVERyone!

Ahahas..paiseh, nid to update lerxz..v long din write liao..hmm~ oh yar though i writing today actually ish happen 2 days ago le..on friday! yeppz..it was chuxuan and steph bd, so we went out to celebrate worx! hao hao wan..at first reach heartland mall for meeting arnd 10am, den we went for a set of bowling..took quite a lot of time..hannors..dunno y budden gd luck lehz..100+ score..not bad for my standard le la..ahahs..hannor..den around 11.45 den we left for skating ring..yeppz!!..den reached there arnd 1 plus..everyone slackin' away..yeppz..ahahs..went in and at first kinda rusty, budden managed to get back skills in the end..yeppz..ahahs..3rd time skating nia~ managed to learn how to speed liao..need to really dun restrict urself to go fast..ahahs..buay tahan..scary sehz..at first like dunno how to stop..=Dden after a while, ankles got abbraision likkdat, skin v pain..budden rest a while later den go skating again..den i alden and jan held hands and speed la..nic lee action seh! ahahs..go under our arms..den one time..*WHOA WHOA WHOA* -BIANG!- fell! HAHAHAS..=P..luff until nearly die sehxz..=D..den i and trixie plan hao, ask the ppl to let down foam for anonuncement to celebrate for them the bd..den sang happy bd song loud loud..ahahs..v fun worxz..=Dyeppz..den i left arnd 4 plus wid alden, jan, steph and grace..den rested at home, drank 2 cups of bubble tea! *honeydew snow shake* -heavenly!!- ahahs..yeppz, den went tuition..=D overall damn fun day!! ahahs kkiez.stop here..takkaire everyone!!

YoGa~~!

2004-10-17T07:18:00.000-07:00

YoYoZ..ahahs..tis one is den today's entry! ahahs..today morning went tuition den came back damn tired coz last nite slpt a little too late la.=D..hannr.had fun toking wid denise and jankin..JANKIN, MTB! =D=D=D=D!! HAHAHAHAHAHAS...ahahs..jan's gonna kill me when he sees this page..ahahs..kkiexz.today took over my sis and went yoga class...damn interesting, and found out it aint a ger ting..hannors..damn fun la..stretch here n dere..do v intriguing positions tt stretch every part of the body! wootx!! damn song..now body feel beli relac worxz..ahahs..nid to learn for focus and stuff..yeppz..de teacher ish damn hell pro..=D..all the position he do so damn well..envy=D..ahahs..hannors..kkiexz la..today learnt permutation and combination..sec4 work..damn interesting siahz..learn abt the "!" yeppz..hei hei~! kkiez la..thks for readin worx!! takkaire and gd nite!! slp well guys!

ElLoXz

2004-10-13T22:23:00.000-07:00

heyXzZz PEePs oUTdErE~

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